13. Moving on
I can't believe this but I was letting go of my brother so he can move on no matter how hard it was. I was looking at Harry now only I wasn't looking in a mirror any more I was a ghost and he was alive. Just like he always was alive. "Good bye Harry!" Was the last thing that I said to him before going to the light. I took one last look behind me as I crossed over. I can't believe it Harry is crying for me even after I tried to steal Louis and his life from him.
I couldn't believe that ounce again I was an only child. I whispered good bye back to my little brother. Then before going back to the movie I went to the room that me and Marcel ounce shared and I started to cry on the bed we both slept in. "Marcel I want you to know that even thew you are dead. You are and always will be my little brother." After that i went back down stairs to watch the movie with the lads. I sat next to Louis letting him wraps me in a hug. As soon as the third movie ended Niall turned to me. "Hey Harry Ian`t Marcel watching the movie with us?" I didn't get and at him or start to cry. I know I have to move on and he didn't know. "Marcel had to step out for a while........."