I woke up to the sound of the machines behind me clicking.I looked to my left side and saw that on my hand was a flu that was stuck in my vein,then i figured out i was in hospital and that was the infucion.The sister came in and when she saw me she ran out screaming "DOCTOR,DOCTOR" for him to come.He came and checked me out.My eyes were half open but i could feel someone on my right side.I looked over there and could barely see my whole crew standing around me like i`m going to die.They all had worried face.I kinda smiled a bit showing my white teeth.
"What?It`s not like i`m going to die!...Yet!"I chuckled but felt strong pain in my chest.I turned to doctor without a smile."Why do i have pain in my chest.What the fuck happened here?"I now opened my eyes fully and looked around the room.
"Well,"the doctor began "When you first got here you were passed out and we didn`t want to bother your friends with it but you got a serious problem on your chest which we found out it is a bullet deep inside on the left side of your heart and if it move even a centimeter it could damage your heart and you could die from it."I was schocked what i heard.WHAT?!That bullet is from three years and it wasn`t close to my heart it was under my hand.The crew was schocked too with me.Wow didn`t know i would die that easilly at least not now.I tried to get up and sit on bed.
"But.."I shot my eyes and sat on my bed which doctor probbably didn`t like but i didn`t listen to him."That bullet is from three years ago and it was under my arm,believe me i got a lot of bullets in my body from months ago and nothing happened."
"Well this one was shot by a profesional because when the bullet came to your arm the arthery stopped it and started moving it to your heart."He said."We are gonna try to get it out but..."I cut him off.
"Your not gonna do anything!You are so not gonna cut me."I said."Leave!"I shoke my hand for him to leave to room.He looked down and walked down.I looked over to my crew.Their jaws were on the floor.
"And why don`t you want him to get it out."Mario asked.
"Because he said he will try he can not test on me and not say that he will try.If he`s gonna get it out for sure i will give him but there is no way i will let him cut me if doesn`t know what he`s doing."I said and slowly got out of the bed and started making my way to my bag that was on the couch behind the window.I got it and oppened it,took out my phone and texted Scott.
Do not let Justin come to hospital!I don`t want to see him,also i`m not gonna be there by the time you are here.Sooooo tell him i`m fine and that i`m leaving home.
I wrote and pressed send button.I then turned to face the crew.They were all waitting for me to start walking out of the hospital and i did so.I walked towards them.
"What are you all waiting for?An invitation."I said and smiled."Don`t worry i won`t die that fast you all know that."I said and they all started walking out of the room with me coming from behind.I smrked looking up from my bag,i felt dizzy a bit nothingd gonna happen i mean i`m hard to kill.Seeing his face right in front of me i froze.Scott.
"You ain`t gonna die,right?"I relaxed i thought Justin was here.
"Nah,it`s just a little bullet that got stuck up a bit but i`ll live!"I said.I was dressed but i still needed a little change when i get to hotel.The doctor came and gave the pappers to sign and so i did.I smiled at Scotter."Wanna come to the hotel to chill a bit it`s boring as hell being alone ya now but as i don`t have Justin to cuddle up that i can at least have friends over?"
"Nah i got something to work on."We all started walking out of the hospital."You still love him,Angel?"I nobbed.
"Never have stopped.How can you stop loving someone that has changed you."We were now in front of the hospital,we stopped and i looked at Scott."Doesn`t matter how much i try i will never stop loving him."I sighed."I`m leaving for Spain tomorrow."
"Oh,c`mon your not gonna come to my birthday or my wedding."He made puppy face,i chuckled.
"Of course i`ll be on your wedding but i won`t be on your birhtday,neither on Justin`s,i`ll send you the gift and a letter."I smiled and hugged him."Don`t let Justin come looking for me please."I whispered.He nobbed."I love you,Scotty,you were like a father to me."
"Don`t talk like we are never gonna see each other again."We were still hugging at some point i didn`t want to pull away.
"I don`t know,Scott.There are things in life you can`t change even if you want to."I pulled away,looking at his eyes."I love you.Take care of Justin and we`ll see each other for a couple of months,okay?"He nobbed.I smiled.
"I love you too,Mrs.Bieber!"Then i left going to my crew,Scott just stood there with watery eyes,my crew helped me get in car,i looked at my back seeing him still standing and waving his hand,i waved back and then the car started driving.I started crying my heart out knowing that i will never see L.A,Justin,Za and Scott again.Mario held me in his arms trying to keep me from killing my self.I fell asleep fast after that.