I have to call Niall and ask him to let me speak to Emma. I know she won't pick up if I call, Louis told me that. But I really want, and need, to talk to her and try and explain everything to her.
I dialled his number and put the phone to my ear. He soon picked up.
"Hey, I listened to your radio interview."
"Yeah, I know you didn't do it for me, but thank you for bringing Emma. It meant a lot to finally hear her voice again. It's been a couple of days since last time..."
"So it isn't true after all, this thing with Cassidy?" I sighed.
"No, I only wish Emma knew..."
"You want me to tell her?" After he said that I could bearly hear Emma's voice telling or asking Niall something. I did not catch what, though.
"I do, but I kind of want to tell her myself..." I look down at my left hand, I know she won't speak to me, I mean, it seems as though she hates me now.
"Oh, but I.., um, how do I say this? I just kind of dropped her and the twins off at the hospital.."
"HOSPITAL!! What is wrong? Is Emma hurt? Did something happen to the twins? Why are they at the hospital?!" I'm starting to freak out, I mean what if something happened to Emma, I would never forgive myself. And the twins, if something happened to them, Emma would never forgive herself and I can't live with a broken Emma.
"Emma and the twins are fine, nothing happened to them, but I can't tell you the reason why I dropped them off here.."
"I just... I just can't tell you."
"Because she told me not to!"
"Sorry, I'm just stressed. I don't keep secrets well and she trusted me with this and I feel the urge to tell you so badly, but I know she won't forgive me if I do-"
"Relax Niall, it's okay. You don't have to tell me, remember that I always put Emma and you guys first, if something makes you uncomfortable, it makes me uncomfortable, and I don't want you to feel that way."
"I know, I just.. don't know, but I just can't help it. I need to tell you."
"Niall stop it! You don't have to tell me!"
"But, I do!"
"No, you don't. Listen.. let's talk about something else."
"Like.. Emily, that you like her." I could almost hear him blush.
"I.. I don't know..."
"Okay, well what about.. touring."
"Okaay.. You start."
"Well, umm.. Are you excited about going back to the states?"
"Not really, I've been there so much lately that it's not a big deal anymore.." He took a short break.
"That's what i told Emma when she asked me about going on the radio.."
"Stop thinking of Emma and her secret! You know what?"
"C'mon over, and I'll help you think of something else."
"It sounds like you're offering me sex.."
"What if I am?"
"Eww, what the fxck dude?!"
"I'm sorry babe."
"Babe? I'm not your babe!" I snapped and realised what I called him.
"Sorry dude, that's what I say to Emma when we have a conversation like this.."
"Oh, but I'll come over now then?"
"Well bye then"
"Bye" I hung up and went to find a clean T-shirt. I found a plain white one and put it on. I then put my massive hair in a bun.