3. the sight
After i heard the screams and the s=crash and the...the ambulence i looked at my dad with tears of fright. he then says, "it's going to be ok." he runs out of his chair and outside to the accident. I cant just sit in my chair and be that innocent little 17 year old girl who has no worries in the world! I jump out of my sit and run outside also. All i could see was smoke, ashes, and fire, and screaming. I could tell someone called an ambulence already, i can see the blinking truck lights from a distance. I try to make my way through the smoke, but it's just to ard to see. Maybe mom isnt the one who got hit, maybe someone else, i'm sure she didn't, i hope i find her, "MOM! WHERE ARE YOU?" no response is starting to scare me. i then scream again, "MOM WHERE ARE YOU, PLEASE MOM!" no response again. I then was grabbed by my arm and pulled back into my house, it was my neighbor, scarlet who pulled me back in. She then says "it's to dangerous, you could easily get hurt, ill saty in here with you, im sure everything is going to be ok." I don't know why but her words didn't comfort me, not like they should've. I keep thinking in my head, what if she gets parelyzed, or cant talk or cant see, or doesn't remember me! At this point i'm in tears sobbing on the floor. I keep crying and crying unable to stop. Scarlet runs over to me and puts her arm around my shoulder trying to comfort me, but not a thing is working. I love my mom nothing will be the same if she gets really hurt or...or DIES! i keep crying, mom, mom,mom your last words to me were I love you, why didn't i say them back, i just smiled like a complete ASS! I got to think positive, everything is going to be ok, it has to be ok! I keep crying and my brown eyes turn to a grey and puffy red just thinking about all the moments we had together, Are family going to the beach, Taking road trips, her very best food that she makes me on my birthday, her talk with boys me and her, she gave me the best advice, she always used to say, 'if its love, then you'll know its love.' i admire her for that statement. The one thing i will always know though, even if she isn't here, even is she doesn't remember me, she loves me and i love her, she will always be my mom and ill always be her little girl.