5. Just the begining
I dont know who he is, he has blonde hair with blue eyes, kind of cute, but im to depressed to think about it. I slowly open the door and he says, "hi umm im Niall. I saw what happened last night in front of your house, but there was to much smoke, so what did happen." i look at the ground and say, "i dont want to really talk about it Niall." he then says, "oh im sorry i didn't mean to be rude, ill talk to you another day then, bye." i shut the door and throw myself on my couch and pull the blankets over me. I want to be shut out from the world, i want none of this to exsist. Then Scarlet walks in the room and asks, "who was that?" i then say, "just some boy, i don't even know him." i knew if my mom was standing next to me she would give me that sweet look and say ohhhh how do you know him, does he like you, how old is he. She would ask me a billion questions and i would just stare and smile. This thought is bringing tears into my eyes. Mom please be ok! i love you, i don't know what ill do if you leave me, ill never be the same ever again. I bury my face in a pillow and drift off to sleep. When i awoke Scarlet wasn't in the room, maybe in the kitchen. As walked in i saw Scarlet sitting in the chair with her head on the table, crying. Oh no why is she crying! She had her hand on the table with the phone it it and it looks like she just got off the phone with someone. I then say her name to get her attention, "sc....scarlet.." She looks at me with tears streaming down her face and her red puffy eyes. A tear streamed down my face and i say quietly, "no." she nods her head and says, "oh im so sorry Clare!" She runs over to me and hugs me tightly when i start crying. My mom is dead! my sweet, caring, gentle, loving mom is dead! I wish i went to go get the mail with her, then maybe we would be dead together in heaven. NNOOOO MOM, WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!!! i love you..... this is going to be the end of me... ill never be happy again.