24. Chapter 23
1hr after Liliana And Liam and Harry left. We were getting ready to go home. Once they came back. There were two cars. They had brought mines. I got into my car and sinced i needed to get home as fast as possible because i had this really bad feeling. I told them i had somewhere i had to be. So they all went in Zayn's car. I mean they all fit it was only 6 people. I had about a 20 minute head start on them. About 40 minutes later i got home. And my first worry was Liliana.
I walked towards her room. And there i was standing infront of her door. And i knocked. She was crying i could hear it in her voice. She managed to say "Hold on." About two minutes later she opened the door and said "Niall?!"
I chuckled. "Yours truly."
She smiled. And than i asked "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." She said.
I than pulled her into a hug. A tught one. And then walked into her room and grabbed her arm to come sit with me. I heard her gasp when i grabbed her arm and all that made me think was the worst. And when she didn't expect it i pulled up her sleeve and as soon as she noticed she pulled it back down. But it was too late i had already seen the cuts. I was shocked and honestly i didn't know what to do so i just hugged her. Her head was resting on my chest.
And that's when i started to sing in her ear.
"Small town, just north of the city, There's a girl all alone by the window in need and she, She's thinking that this worlds too much to take And they could use one less heart to break She stares down at the world below Fools herself to thinking she should just let go, I know I wish she knew she wasn't so alone." ( Songs Called ; One Less Heart to break. By - Patent Pending)
I needed to get him to promise me that he wouldn't tell anyone. "Niall Promise me you wont tell anyone." I said. And Niall didn't say anything he just hugged me again. Niall was there with me the whole time so i wouldn't do anything stupid that i'd regret. I just couldn't take it anymore. And He didn't judge me. Or atleast i thought.My head was on his chest and he was playing with my hair. And than i fell asleep and i woke up on my bed. All 5 boys were sitting around my bed. And there was bandages on my wrists. I was scared. I didn't know what to think. I was dizzy and there was just so many thoughts. And i blacked out again. When i woke up again i saw a doctor and he inserted a needle in my arm and i found it hard to keep my eyes open. So i blacked out once more. What's going on?