When we were getting back in the car liliana went in first than louis but louis decided to sit with Zayn in the front and Liam and Niall Sat in the middle which left me stuck in the back with liliana.
Which i believed was the love of my life. I loved her more than she would ever know. She took out her phone i think and plugged in her headphones and started listening to music. Which was great so we didn't have to sit there in akward silence. I couldn't help but stare but every one and awhile Louis would look back and find me starring.
I didn't want to break our friendship because we been through so much. I mean Bros Before hoes right?! No but liliana wasn't a hoe. She was zayn's sister. And louis's girlfriend. And louis ... He was my best mate. I couldn't and i wouldn't do that to him. But what do i do with all these feelings? I turned to look at liliana and i saw her crying. I wondered why but i pressed my thumb against her face and wiped the tears away. She turned to face me and looked confused and seconds later she smiled.
So it was Harry. I was confuse at first but than i played it off by smiling.
"Are You Okay Doll?" He said
"Yeah Im Fine." I said
"You Sure?" He said
Before i could answer zayn stopped the car and Niall screamed "where home!"
We all got out the car and headed inside and we were all tired so we went to our rooms to rest. I walked to my room opened the door and just went into my bathroom and sat in the corner crying my ass off. I didn't know why but every once in a while i would let all my feelings out by crying. Soon enough i got up and went to change into pajamas. And off i went to sleep.
Someone knocked on my door.it was 12 am and i was getting ready to go to boxing practice. I quickly hurried to the door it was Louis. He walked in and sat on my bed and waited for me to come over and sit next to him. So i did. He then leaned over and hugged me tightly and whispered "i love you" i smiled because i felt his hot breath tickle me in the ear. I love you too i responded with a smile.
His face than turned into a serious one. And than he said the words i never expected to come out his mouth "Do You Like Harry? I didnt want to tell yesterday cause you looked tired soo .... "
I stood up from the bed and than i responded really annoyed "What?"
"Do you lik- ....." I cut him off.
"I heard you the first time." I said.
"Do You?" He insisted
I leaned in and kissed him on the lips he didn't see it coming and it was way too late for him to respond. Soon enough i pulled away. He looked confused and said "So Do you?" I couldn't explain how i was feeling but i felt hurt he didn't trust me. So i said "Nevermind Forget this happened." And grabbed my equipment bag and my car keys and walked out my bedroom and than i felt the warm tears fall from my eyes as i walked down the stairs.
I saw Harry sitting on the couch and he saw me and stood up real fast and walked towards me and said "whats wrong.?!" I was going to tell him but the words just wouldn't come out so before i could walk out the door harry hugged me tight like he was scared to let go. He broke the hug. And i walked out the door and Harry followed as i was opening the trunk to put my equipment in there harry took the car keys from my hand and said "If You think im going to let you drive in the condition your in than your wrong."
I couldn't argue so i just said "Well can you drive me than?" He smirked and said "Off course doll." And i gave him a fake smile and he opened the passenger door and i got in and he than walked around the car and got into the driver seat. As he was starting the car i could see louis by the door he was sad and he was angry both at the same time. I felt worser than i already felt.