My eyes finally fluttered open, feeling extremely heavy, as if tiny weights were resting on my eyelids and tired. The centre ceiling light was bright, so bright I couldn't hardly see. I could feel someone's hand latched tightly onto mine, telling me they didn't want to let go in gesture. Wondering who it may be, my thoughts immediately turned to Harper my gorgeous girlfriend. 'H-Harper?" I whispered in a dry and weak voice. I wasn't sure if anyone could even hear me, was I speaking to only myself, finally out of that dark never ending dream?it was so right, was I leaving earth, arriving into heaven so young?
As my vision slowly came into focus I saw Harper, making her way towards me quickly. Her eyes were sparkling with excitement but showed signs or loss of sleep and shadowing dark under her crystal blue eyes. The colour of the ocean, flickers of multiple colours of blue all slowly mixing. Just looking into them made me heart melt even more.
Craving to touch her, kiss her and hold her in my arms I moved towards her, when a slight but still rather painful white flash of pain rippled from my bare shoulder. I screwed my face up in reaction. Harper's face turned from a look of love, to strong concern.
Not long after she was promising to be back, "just stay there, I'll get the doctor" she promised as if she actually thought I could get up and leave in this state, really? She have me a small peck on the lips.
I couldn't help but feel huge overwhelming emotion of confussion, why was I here in the first place and what is causing such pain in my meant-to-be-healthy-shoulder.
I glanced down at Harpers belly, it had a developing bump. I was shocked, I was positively sure I had never done that to her, sadness, shock and anger filled my exhausted system.
But soon reassured happiness resurfaced as I told my self. "It's not certain, Zayn" I kept repeating it to myself not wanting her to have cheated one me, or the pregnancy to be to true either.
Because I didn't want her to have done such a thing, it would break my heart into two because.. because I think I really love this girl Harper Lea Martin.