We both lay there for a couple minute than I hear angry footsteps coming up the stairs . Mathew and I both look at each other than the door swings up .
"Have y'all been having sex ? " my mom says as she walks into my room with a yellow folder .
I didn't know how to answer so I sat there and stared just like Mathew .
"No answer , well will y'all have an answer to this" she throws down the folder and I lean up and grab it .
"I can't even look at y'all right now " she spits out than stomps out my door .
"What is it ...? " Mathew ask .
It just looked like my hospital report till I see the notes .
When Anna Bells heart stopped for those couple minutes ; we found out Anna had a weird blood flow ..
I pause and mumble "what " I keep reading .
We knew that something wasn't right it took us a while to figure it out but Anna was carrying a baby .she was one month along .
"WAS ! BABY ! " I say out loud Mathew goes to take the folder out of my hand but I pull away and keep reading .
Yes , Anna was pregnant and yes she did lose it in the crash ..
Those words start sinking into my brain I couldn't read anymore . I drop the folder and press my hands to my face .
" I was pregnant . And it's gone " I mumble I try to contain my gasping for air , but it doesn't work .
Mathew throws down the folder and stands off my bed and walks out of the room without a word leaving me Lonely . I have no idea if he caught the one month but I did I was pregnant with Ryder's baby . I let tears escape my eyes and search for my phone and click Ryder's name .
~ring , ring ~
"Hello" I hear his voice as if he just woke up
"Ryder .. " I sniffle and wipe tears from my eyes .
"What's wrong "
"I just read my file and I think you should really come over I really need someone " I let more tears fall .
"Anna I'll be right there " he hangs up the phone then i let a few more tears out I decide to call Maggie and she instantly arrives . She runs into my room and hugs me she knew exactly what it was without asking .
"I can't believe it " I say crying some more .
"Anna! Get outside fast " I hear terra scream .
Maggie and I jump off the bed and run down the stairs I let the door swing open.
My knee was practically screaming at me by that time .
I hear screaming I run out the door and see Mathew and Ryder screaming and Mathew pushing Ryder . I run towards them right as Mathew throws a punch. Without thinking whatsoever, I jump in the middle, taking the punch. It happened right as my knee gave up, so I collapsed to the ground.
My face ached and so did my knee . I looked up and saw Mathew run . He just left me . I look back down at the grass than feel Ryder's arms around me . He lifts me up and carries me in my house with Maggie following behind . We get to my room he sets me on my bed and picks up the file and begins to read . Maggie disappears for a few moments than comes back with some ice she presses it against my cheek where I was hit .
Ryder sets down the folder than runs his fingers through his hair .
"God " is all he can manage to say.
"Congratulations Ryder you could've been a father " Maggie says bitterly.
I shoot her a evil look .
"Shut up Maggie " I snap.
"I sleep with you one time and I get you pregnant ." He mumbles .
I let more tears fall as I stare at the ground .
"We were so close " I mumble .
Maggie sits there and watches and hears every word .
"Would you have kept it ? " he ask looking at me with tears in his eyes .
"I don't know Mathew would've been mad he still doesn't know that it was yours , but I couldn't give it up . I know I would never be able to make my self do that . " I lean back on my pillows and close my eyes .
My life has just become a living hell
When I picked up Anna's file I wasn't expecting what I saw . Anna was pregnant before the crash and Ryder ruined it I couldn't think of anything so I darted out of her house . I had tears streaming down my face and my hands and legs were shaking so I collapsed under a near by tree .
I sat there and watched Maggie go into her house that all I was expecting to see till a few minutes later . A random car pulls up and Ryder gets out of the driver seat .
I run towards him and catch him by the shirt I don't give a fuck if his arm was in a cast or not .
"You killed the baby ! You stupid fucker !!! " I scream at him aggressively .
"What the hell are you talking about .! " he screams back .
"Anna , she was pregnant and you killed it you killed it ! " I go to pull back to hit him .
I didn't even notice Anna running towards me when I threw the punch . All I saw was her falling to the ground. I didn't know what to do . I just punched my girlfriend . I turn and run that's all I could think to do .
I run in my front door ignoring my mother I run to my bedroom and throw a bunch of shit in a bag and call Sam to come get me .
"Where you going honey ?" My mom ask as I race to the front door to wait
"I'm gonna be with Sam a few days " I open the door and walk out before she can say anything I lean against door and wait .
Sam arrives within 10 minutes without any questioning he takes me to a bus stop I tell the bus driver to take me anywhere .
Now I'm running away from my mistakes .
| authors note | must read if you reading this as I write it |
Okay , if you go back to the night when Ryder and Anna hung out after the game they did sleep together , sorry if I got y'all confused I thought the book needed something .