3. Wont let go
I shouldn't have just left her there on the couch. I should have comforted her. But no I just got up and left. God she must think Im such a dick. I go back to the living room but don't see her. "Ellie? Where are you? Babe?" I call looking around. Michael comes out of the kitchen. "I saw her run to the bathroom a couple minutes ago." he told me. I nod and walk to the bathroom then knock on the door. "Ellie? You ok?" I ask through the door. It sounds really quite and I start to panic. "ELLIE!?" I try to open the door but its locked. I go get the key to the bathroom and hurry to unlock it. I see her lying on the ground with deep cuts on her wrist and passed out. I pick her up bridal style and run her out of the bathroom crying. "CALL FOR HELP MICHAEL HURRY!" I scream through my tears. When the ambulance gets to the flat Im sitting on the floor holding her close in my arms and crying. They take her away and Michael has to drive me to the hospital cause Im such a mess. I hurt her. I hurt the girl I love...
*3 weeks later*
Darkness... All I can see... Im sick of it. I hear people talking about me. Apparently I have been in a coma for 3 weeks. Damn time flies by fast. Ashton hasn't left my side and is constantly holding my hand. I hear him crying and it breaks me even more. Harry and the rest of 1D are also here. Great when I wake up I get to see Niall yay. *note the sarcasm* Im glad Ashton is here for me though. He is the only person I trust at the moment. They should just let me die honestly.. It would be much easier. All the sudden I hear Ashton whisper something to me. "I love you Ellie." He loves me... He loves me! I have to wake up now! Dammit this stupid fucking darkness!
Im so worried about Ellie. She doesn't deserve this... Why did she even cut in the first place? She never acts like this. Did I do something wrong?
I feel terrible for cheating on Ellie. God why was I so stupid. She is like this because of me. I admit I still love her. I just... Don't know what came over me. I have to get her back.
Its been 3 weeks of hell. I refuse to leave my Ellie's side. Im never letting go of her hand. I need her. She has to wake up. She is like my other half. When its just me and Ellie in the room I lean down and whisper in her ear "I love you Ellie." A minute later she squeezes my hand. "Omg your waking up!" I text Harry and he says he is on his way. I kiss he nose. "Come on babe please wake up PLEASE.... I need you here with me." Her Beautiful eyes flutter open and she smiles and says. "I love you too Ashton." I lean over and kiss her passionately she doesn't even hesitate this time. I love this girl with all my heart and I hope that she will be mine forever.
Hey Guys Sorry This Chapter Is Short But I Promise The Next Will Be Super Duper LONGGGGGG! Goodbye My Carrots! <3 <3