This whole thing with Maddie has been stressing me out.
Never in my life had I thought so hard about what to do next.
My mom isn't home to see my struggle and neither is Logan. They're both on dates of sorts and I'm here sorting through this box of condoms my dad gave to me.
I don't know what to do to make this special for Maddie. I've even looked it up online and all that came up were...videos.
I may be young but I'm not all that horny.
I've cleaned my room over five times to make sure it looked perfect and heated up some lunch that my mom made before she left with Harry. I went through an old box of mine and found an old batman movie movie that my dad got me.
Maddie will be here any second and the more time that passes, the more time I have to think. This is happening all too soon in my personal opinion but it's what Maddie wants and as her boyfriend I should give her that...right?
I take a deep breath and practically jump when there's a knock on the door the same time my phone vibrates.I check my phone first and see it's a text from Maddie that reads I'm outside ;)
I run my fingers through my hair as I walk to the door. As soon as I open it my eyes feel like they popped out of my head.
"Hey Jamie" she sweetly greeted.
Let's get some things clear:
Her voice sounds very persuading.
And I hate that nickname but now that she says it, I might just come to like it.
She turned and waved her mom off before pushing me inside and shutting the door. She grabbed me by the collar into her face and whispered, "Do you have any other plans besides the amazing sex we're about to have."
"Actually I picked out a-"
She shut me up by kissing me and moaning against my lips.
"I brought the...stuff."
I stopped kissing her and looked at her when she said that. "You went by yourself? You could've been hurt, Maddie."
"He was cool about it" she rushed out before kissing me again.
She backed me up until the backs of my legs hit the couch and then pushed me down. She straddled my lap and began kissing down my neck. I held her by her hips and groaned once she bit at a very sensitive part.
"Maddie, I...we can go to my bed."
"No, we're fine here. The sooner the better."
I lifted her off of me at that and stood from the couch.
"What the hell Maddie" I snapped.
"What" she said back just as aggressively.
"Why are you in such a fucking rush! Can't you just let it happen?"
"Damn it, Noah!" she huffed, standing from the couch and fixing her shirt.
I shook my head and had the nerve to call her mom to pick her back up. "What's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you?! What kind of teenage boy doesn't want to have sex? I know a lot of them" she harshly laughed.
"Why don't you fuck them, then!"
She narrowed her eyes at me and sent me the finger before grabbing her phone and starting to text.
"You know what Noah, fuck you" she spat.
"Why are you being like this? I mean, you've never been this way. Is it me? Did I lead you on or something because if I did-"
"Milo got a job offer in Australia and...and I'm moving."
"And before you start asking all of your damn questions...let me explain."
I stood there with tired eyes as I ran my hand down my face.
"I was really upset that my mom agreed to move with him and I even begged her to let me stay with you. Your mom tried to talk her into-"
"My mom knew?" I asked in disbelief. "I begged her not to say anything. I wanted to tell you myself and...it's not going very well" she said.
"How long have you known."
She sighed and shook her head, "Almost two weeks."
"And you're just now telling me?" I nearly screamed.
"Noah, I'm try-"
"You wanted to have sex with me and leave. Did you not think about how that would destroy the both of us?"
"I just wanted you to be my first" she whispered.
"Don't...don't say you're sorry. You knew and you were risking our first times for the most selfish reason. Were you even gonna tell me?"
"No" she croaked.
"You know what" I shamefully laughed, "get out."
"I'm so done with this shit, Maddie. I know I've done a lot of messed up shit but this is just a whole different game."
"No! Get out and just leave. Leave like you planned on doing! Damn it, Maddie, I love you and then you throw this bullshit at me."
"You...you love me?"
"Yeah, but it doesn't matter anymore."
"Why not?" she cried.
"Because we're done."
"At least give her the gift you bought her" my mother practically begged as I sat stubbornly in the passenger seat.
"I rather not" I mumbled.
I know she was worried about me because I've barely eaten and always pouted for the past three weeks. School has been rough and especially these days when people who barely knew Maddie were wishing her a safe trip down under.
"You'll regret it."
Logan and my mom got out of the car and headed to Sydney's front door.
I've only talked to Maddie once since our argument and that was to tell her that I was serious about us not being together. I mean, if she's leaving it would be better.
Ten minutes passed by with me on my phone texting when there was a knock on my window. Without looking I turned the keys in the ignition to roll down the window and looked out to see Maddie standing there.
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I...I came to say sorry for the billionth time and to say bye."
"Can you get out of the car?" she spat. I sighed and open the door to get out. She stood in front of me for a moment and then suddenly wrapped her arms around my waist.
"You can at least hug me back, I mean, I'll only be gone for the rest of your life" she mumbled.
I took a deep breath and hugged her back around the shoulders. It didn't last long and after the short moments we both stepped away.
"Remember that one time-"
"Don't" I spat.
"I was just gonna reminisce about the time we both got chicken pox. I mean, I got them and then you purposefully rubbed yourself over me so you wouldn't have to go to school without me."
"Yeah, I hated school."
"It was the first grade" she murmured with a slight smile on her face.
She suddenly leaned up and kissed me softly on the cheek. I opened my mouth to say something but she turned and walked away toward her house.
"Bye Noah" she called over her shoulder with the slightest wave.
That was the last time I saw her.
Mom and Harry sat both Logan and I down. I wasn't in the mood for this shit.
It was a week before school was supposed to end and finals have me so irritated.
"What's this about?" Logan asked.
"Well, you know Harry and I have been very...anxious lately" mom started.
They were always that way and very annoying. Ever since Harry proposed to my mom, with my help with the ring, they have been all over each other. I know they've been hiding something and they both are really bad at keeping secrets.
Even though they both dropped hints all week long, nothing could've prepared me for what Harry said next.
"How would you feel about having a baby around?"
A/N: So...this was the last chapter.
There will be an epilogue and I'm very excited about writing it.
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