I woke up the next morning and thought about yesterday. I had decided to go on tour with the biggest boy band in the world and I hadn't even thought about it.
They were strangers to me and I was a stranger to them. They probably didn't even want me on there tour, I was just going to be another person to get in their way. My Dad probably forced them to agree to let me tag along. It was going to be so awkward, what was I going to do?
I was such an idiot agreeing, I obviously wasn't thinking straight. My Dad would be off with them all the time and I would just sit there for months on end. I might as well stay in my bedroom for that time.
I tried to calm myself down and think more positive. Maybe I would become best friends with them all and we could all have a laugh and have a fun holiday.
'Snap out of it Maddy' I thought to myself. 'This isn't a movie'.
I climbed out of bed and walked over to my bathroom, still worrying about this situation. I'm sure my Dad will understand when I tell him that I have changed my mind and no longer want to come.
*About an hour later*
"No," My Dad said bluntly.
"What do you mean no?" I asked.
"No," He answered. "I am not letting you sit for eight months in your bedroom, I won't be here to get you up and out of the house. I will come back and you won't have changed clothes," He added, raising his voice.
"I don't want to go, I'm nineteen. I'm old enough to make my own decisions,"I stated.
"And I'm still your Dad," He answered."Look Maddy it's all planned out and I'm sure the boys are looking forward to your company," He smiled.
'Sure they are, I bet they can't wait for a random girl to intrude there space.' I thought.