I knew that the summer after her first year would be exciting! Mother and Father would be so excited to find out about everything. I mean, I was excited for summer! Now, it will be a lot of relaxing, and sleeping in, and no more Potter. Even though I mainly want to be a jerk with Potter, to keep him away from Jess, he wouldn't be my friend even if Jess wasn't blind. He's got horrible hair, not to mention he's not in Slytheryn, and he also isn't a pure-blood. Speeking of "blood" terms, I almost have no control over my mouth when it comes to Granger. I can't help it. I have a crush on her, don't tell anyone. I mean, she's smart, and cute. I only do this so she doesn't expect anything. I mean, who wants to go out with Malfoy? Now I know my she's never going to find out, because of how I treat her. She is someone who I think is exactly who I want. Father has always told me to fall in love with a strong Slytheryn women, pure-blood, maybe even death eater! Maybe that's taking it too far, but I mean it, I can't help it. It's like Snape and Lily Potter. She wan't anything he was looking for, but he fell in love anyways. One time he was over, he let it slip that he is only like this because he felt his heart died with her. He told me not to give up my dreams. I remember it clearly. I was thinking about this in my room, trying to finish up some of my homework. My window was wide open, and we have a swimming pool in our back yard, and I thought that Jess was in her room. I remember I herd this big splash. I ran to the pool as fast as I could. I knew it was Jess. I just didn't know what to do! I felt hopeless!