I don't feel sympathy for Kacey. At. All. After she swore to never leave me, BAM. She cheats on me. With some boy living across the country. I can't mend my heart, not after she broke it beyond repair. But, there was still this feeling in the pit of me that wanted my heart repaired by the same person. And I needed it out as soon as possible. No one could repair my heart now.
I could hear worried voices. Louis and Zayn were somewhere in my room. But where was Liam and Harry? What about Perrie and Eleanor? I uncovered my face from underneath my pillow to see, indeed, Louis and Zayn, sitting on my bed. Niall wasn't anywhere to be seen.
"Where's Niall?" Was the first thing out of my mouth. The boys exchanged worried glances. Zayn whispered something in Louis' ear.
"He...he left without a word. Didn't tell us why." Louis explained.
"Are you okay with telling us?" Zayn asked. I looked down.
"I...I guess so. Maybe I can trust you guys now, since I've been living with you for more than two months. But where's everybody else?"
"Harry's sleeping, and so is Perrie, Eleanor's making breakfast, and Liam...I don't know what Liam's doing, honestly." Normally, I would've laughed, but today was not a day to laugh.
I sighed. It was time to let everything out.
"So, that's it. He just...left. The last thing he said to me was that someone would look after me. I knew he was talking about Jason. But, the thing was, I never loved him like a partner. But like he was my brother. And, I have no idea where the picture came from. Judging by the fact that it was Adam's Instagram, he must've snuck in and took the picture when we both had our eyes closed." I was too close to tears. I buried my head in my pillow and sobbed my eyes out. Tears stained my glasses.
"Kacey, it's alright. We both know it wasn't you." Louis said, trying to calm me down.
"Ssh. It's okay." Zayn kissed my forehead. I looked up at the two. They were worried about me. "Niall was probably just overreacting. And studies show that the brain doesn't want to admit when it's wrong, so that's probably why he was defending himself. I'll call him up, let him talk to you, Kacey. Alright?"
"O-okay. But I'm pretty sure that things will go wrong."
"That's a relief." Louis sighed. "Do you want breakfast?" I shook my head.
"I don't think I'll be able to eat until Niall comes back."
"Kacey, there are two reasons why that's completely unreasonable. One, not eating won't bring him back. Two, you're still recovering from your anorexia. You need to seriously eat. Like it or not, you have to." I hated it when Zayn needed to use logic.
"Fine." I groaned. "Just not right now. Save extra for me during lunch. Right now, I just wanna sleep."
"That's exactly what I'd be doing right now on any given day." Zayn laughed. I didn't. I wouldn't be able to truly feel better until Niall came back.