After Nicole left, I was just shocked...and not because she had a date, because hello? we are not living into a fairy tale where the prince and the princess fall in love at first sight with eachother.I've known her for like what? 5 hours? And she basicly told me that she hate me. But when she hold my hand...I can't even describe the feeling...I know it sounds clisee, but it's the truth. I really like her and I'm going to make her see my true self.
"So...you're basicly going to transform into Marc?"
Yep, this is what I'm going to do. But without the wig and contacts. God! I had so much trouble with that blonde wig and I kinda lost my contacts while getting ready for the visit with Nicole's family.
I had I think 3 or 4 plans for my first move with Nicole, from a really boring normal date to a paintball fight. I'm really creative I know!
But the real problem was:
a) I have't got Nicole's number, so I don't know if she's ever going to contact me again
b) I was still locked in my room
c) If I can't disguise, my fans are going to recognize me which is not so good because I was still on my vacantion
Wait what?? How much I have left?
After consulting a calendar I found out that I have still like 80 days? That's good for now...
Oh my god! I'm soooo bored... My phone is dead. Where is my charger? I don't fucking know. I don't bring my laptop, hoping of buying a new one here to leave it to my mom after I was gone. I'm too stupid to read...
"That's so true!"
And I wasn't going to jump from my second floor room just like crazy Nicole!!
"Speaking of Nicole...Why is she climbing back into my room?"
-Oh my god Nicole? Where have you been? I was so scared!
I instantly yelled at her.
-Gee, sorry mom! I didn't know I had to be home by seven. My bad.
She calmly replied.
Oh, I was not done with her.
After I stroke her with hundreds of questions, she broke down really angry.
-JUSTIN! OH MY GOD! I WASN'T ON A DATE IF THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE REALLY ASKING!
She yelled straigt in my face. I calmed a little because I have to admit I was a little jelous of that guy.
- I admit you are a little cute. Obviosly because you have the billion dollars doll face of yours. But that's not enough. You are still a really big jerk and I can't picture you as my boyfriend or even my friend because that fans of yours are like super crazy. For them every rummor or gossip is true and if it's about a girl they can really tell her nasty things and you obviosly don't say anything because you still want them to dream that one day they are going to be asked by you if they want to be your wives every single one of them while you are riding a white hourse wearing a shining armour.
I simply nodded because I was out of words. She was like 55%-75% true. After some thinking I simply just started talking from my heart.
- I'm not going to protest. I'm not going to be sorry for who I am. I don't know a lot of things. But I know for sure how to sing from my heart and to love my family. It's not in my power to make everybody to like me.. But is would be lovely to know people likes me for who I am, not from the magazines and gossip. I'm myself on the stage singing, because that is all it matters. It all started with me singing in front of shops. I didn't started for money or fame. I was just that one lucky guy from thousands of great singers on the internet that cought Scooter's eye. So, if you let me I would love to show you my true self in return for some compasion.
She immediatly hugged me after I finished my speech. So I guess it was a good one. Well, I can't say I wasn't enjoying this moment. She pulled back after about 2 minutes.
-This doesn't mean I confess liking you.
I smilled walking to my bed and slowly sitting on it.
-You don't have to, because tomorow after our akward first date you are going to confess without me asking you to.
I smirked still watching her. She rolled her eyes while grabbing her purse and pulling out a lipstick.
-No, Nicole you don't need that. I said while taking it from her hand.
-Yes I do. I love that colour. Give it back. She quickly took it back.
So...we basicly fought over it, until it landed on my white t-shirt. Why is was even open? I don't know.
-Nicole, tell me you're sorry.
-No, I'm not. She simply laughed in my face.
-Ok, then is revenge time. I said walking to my closed to change.
You are going down, Nicole!