I was holding her hand for what felt like forever in her room as she lay unconscious, yet so peaceful. I really hope they don't arrest us for kidnapping, she came to us! I'm not faulting her for anything, but it's true, we didn't kidnap her, she came to the house that we live in. I just want her to wake up and go back with her brother. As much as I got mad at her for this morning, I also thought she was beautiful and I wasn't trying to look like a pervert staring at her but c'mon, who wasn't and she should expect that with the clothes she wears.
"ughhh!" Did she just moan?! Is she conscious again? Is she awake? Oh my god, so many thoughts are running through my head!
"Niall?" She whispered ever so quietly.
"Gabriel! I'm right here, babe. You're alright! Everything is OK, love." I reassured her as she woke up.
"You're alright." I kept kissing the top of her head and brushing her hair back to calm her down, then all of the sudden she started shaking uncontrollably! It was almost as if she was having a seizure. I called the doctor in right away and they took her off into yet again, another room that we couldn't go in.
The doctor came into the waiting area where everyone including me, sat there patiently yet anxious.
"I'm here to inform you that Gabriel DID have a seizure. Uh, she is well right now and she is laying in bed. She isn't eating, she's watching T.V. , but she's not healthy and she might have some depression when she gets out of here. We can give you some medicine for when she gets out she can take it but, um, she might not. When people are depressed they tend to uh, fight everyone and don't want to listen to anyone and they will just sit around and they will not do anything for a couple of weeks. I don't want to say this, but, um, it's part of my job to. If she doesn't start eating in the next couple if days, she could have another seizure and it's a good chance she will live. If she doesn't start eating in the next couple of weeks, she could have another seizure and not make it. I'm sorry that I had to say it but that's what happens. You may go see her, but be aware she most likely won't look at you or talk to you."
She could die if she doesn't eat! That's terrible! "Would it be right if we but her knocked her out for like 2 hours with that medicine and got one of those tubes and put it down her throat and put that food stuff in it? I don't know, maybe it's not right, I mean it doesn't sound right. I could ask. The worst they could say is no." I thought to myself.
I'm going to see her even if she doesn't talk to me or look at me.
This is going to be the worst thing ever!