Never going to change me

Lizzie and her friends are in England and four out of the five of them love one direction. What happens when Lizzie realizes love is too dangerous to find but too hard to loose. Can anyone change her?

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17. Not ready yet

It was bad enough seeing James. What was worse was the blonde bitch he was sucking the face of was one of my best high school friends. Catarina and I were very close seeing as I met her in my geometry class freshman year. 
" hey bitch. I was talking to you." James brought me out of my past with that hideous comment. 
" and I wasn't interested. I swear to god if you taunt me at all I will fucking have the entire population of London destroy you. I'm not that innocent little girl you destroyed. I'm much much stronger than I was. You no longer have any effect in me so take your fat little ass and your bitchy whore and get the fuck out of my face so I can eat." I fumed at him. " come on Harry I'm starving. " I walked past James and Catarina to the buffet table where Janelle and Colton were sitting. 
" I saw your fight with James. I'm sorry you had to go through that again. I mean after what he did to you-" Harry cut Janelle off. 
" what do you mean what he did to her. Liz hat is going on?"
" nothing. Nothin at all. Actuall I feel tired. I want to go home. Harry are you coming?" I said covering up Janelle's mistake. I told her not to bring it up because I don't trust them. At all. 
" yeah I'm coming. See ya guys." Harry said. As with that we left the party. As we did James made another rude remark. 
" bye slut. Ill find you tomorrow so we can Hang out. Have fun with Curly. "
I client he my hands together, but coughs my actions before I was about to walk over and punch him in the face. Instead I held my head high and strutted out of the house to my car, Harry following closely behind. 
When we got home, I ran upstairs to my room, slammed my door shut and laid on my bed sobbing. I can't believe he finally showed up again. He just wants to destroy my life. As I was crying, I heard a soft knock on my door. I got up, still crying and opened it. The boys were all standing there with a worried look on their faces. 
" What's wrong Liz?" Niall asked. 
I cried harder. Niall hugged me close to him and sat me on my bed. The rest of the boys walked in and sat in the various chairs in my room, Niall and Harry joining me on the bed. " I-I h-hate h-him. H-he came b-back t-to destroy m-my life a-again!" I cried into Niall's shoulder.
" what happened before?" Harry asked. 
I calmed down a little bit so I could talk. " when I was a freshman, he was a junior at Gainesville High School, while I went to Cornerstone Academy. He swam the YMCA sharks team with me and we knew each other fairly well since we went to Los Angeles for Y-NATS. I asked him to go to victory with me and when we were there he was very distant. After the dance, we texted but the week before Christmas he texted me saying I'm an insane, ignorant, creepy weirdo who I worse than Nero, Cleopatra VII, Semiramis, and Drusilla combined. He also said I would die alone and live with a house full of cats, which are gross, because I am fat and ugly and everyone hates me and I'm so slow that it's stupid for me to swim and that if I died he would d-dance on my grave." By the time I finished telling them I was in tears again. 
"Lizzie. It's okay. Don't listen to that dickhead. He only wants to fuck with your emotions. You are beautiful and fast and are loved by everyone." Harry an Niall said at the same time. 
" we love you. " 
" Liz we got a new song an we' d like you to listen to it." Zayn said. 
" okay. " I replied sniffing. Niall wiped my tears as Harry rubbed circles on my back. 
Zayn came back with Niall's guitar. Then they started singing:
Yeah (aha), one, two, three, four!
[Harry:]
She sneaks out in the middle of the night, yeah
Tight dress with the top cut low
She's addicted to the feeling of letting go, oh-whoa, let it go.
[Louis:]
She walks in and the room just lights up
But she don't want anyone to know
That I'm the only one that gets to take her home, oh-whoa, take her home
[Liam:]
But every time I tell her that I want more
She closes the door
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of falling in love?
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love
[Niall:]
Maybe she's just trying to test me
Wanna see how hard I'm gonna work
Wanna see if I can really tell how much she's worth, what you're worth
[Louis:]
Maybe all her friends have told her, "Don't get closer—
He'll just break your heart."
[Niall:]
But either way she's teasing me
And it's just so hard, so hard
[Liam:]
'Cause every time I tell her how I feel
She says it's not real
(One, two, three, four)
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild
How come she's so afraid of falling in love?
She's not afraid of scary movies
She likes the way we kiss in the dark
But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love
[Harry:]
What about all the things we said
Talking on the phone so late (so late)
I can't let her get away from me, oh
[Zayn:]
When I say that I can do it no more
She's back in my door
[Laugh]
(She's not afraid)
She's not afraid of all the attention
She's not afraid of running wild (running wild)
How come she's so afraid of falling in love? (falling in love)
She's not afraid of scary movies (she's not afraid)
She likes the way we kiss in the dark (kiss in the dark)
But she's so afraid of f-f-falling in love, love
She's not afraid
She's not afraid
[All:]
Oohhhh, oohhhhh
Then I realized they actually loved me. All of them some like siblings and some wanting to be more than friends but I wasn't ready yet. Not after James came back. 

 

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