I sat at home in my room crying after I finished school, I didn't really know why? Whether it was because of the people at school or if it was my family. I just couldn't understand why life had to be so hard and unfair. everyone is happy at school and they've got there boyfriends and also there best friends and then there's me! I'm sixteen now for god sake and I still don't have a friend that I can rely on nor a boyfriend that I can love and cherish. I've never liked anyone except for this one guy who is in all my classes and his name is Niall Horan, but he is famous and he would never date a ugly looking piece of shit like me.
It was 9:00pm and I was just scrolling through my news feed on Facebook and I came across a status from Niall saying
" I like this girl that's in all of my classes. I just don't know how to approach her! What do I do, do I ask her on a date or just leave it? Help me!"
OMG what if it was me he loved then I would have a boyfriend and I will be happy to know that someone loves me. Who am I kidding he wouldn't like me whether it was now or if i was the last girl on earth! I wish I could have that one boyfriend who would hold me close and protect me and if I had any problems I could always trust him and tell him anything, what if THE prince I have been waiting for is Niall James Horan. STOP IT JUST STOP IT! I need to stop thinking these things it's getting to me. If I keep my hopes up and then find out he doesn't like me then I will be sad forever even more sadder than my life.
"GRR WHY CANT I ASK MIKAYLA OUT? ITS NOT THAT HARD"
I really like this girl and her name is Mikayla she is beautiful but very shy. What if I ask her out and she doesn't respond or she says no or she just ignores me and pretends like nothing happened! I'm getting so worked up about it.
We used to be best friends in year 1 but then in year 5 people started bullying her. She never talked to me ever since, I never understood why because I didn't do anything wrong! I would try and help her but she wouldn't let me. Ever since that day she had been very self conscious, she didn't eat that much, doesn't talk that much and she doesn't have any friends.
The truth is when she left me I started to really like her, not as a friend but love. She was just so beautiful and growing up she has turned into a gorgeous princess which I wish she would be mine!
I would ask the boys about relationship issues but Harry dates heaps of girls and doesn't really love them, Zayn and Louis have there own issues and Liam I don't want to hurt his feelings after the break up with Danielle...
Plus there really immature and they would make fun of me and say baby stuff like
I wish they would be serious about my relationship issues but obviously not!
It was now 11:06pm and I have school tomorrow I really need to go to bed. I don't want to get a detention for being late, my parents would beat the shit out of me! Anyway I'm Going to go to bed...
SHIT I HAVE MISSED THE BUS.
Who cares about Lunch and that I really need to get to school fast. When's the next bus? Ahh 9:20am. I need to hurry up and run to the bus stop.
As I get there I put my hand out the bus driver stops.
"Ma'am aren't you suppose to be at school?" He raised his eyebrow.
"Yes I do I slept in. That is why you need to hurry and drive, thank you."
I put my card in and sat down.
I hate buses they always smell like retirement villages And it's so bumpy...
2 minutes later..
I'm here. I run up to my first class which is English. GREAT, my English teacher is so rude and mean I have to sneak in there. I try sneak in until I hear ms Mcdickballs.
"And where do you think your going" I roll my eyes.
" I'm going to sit down" I sneered. "
"you where late to my class. Don't think you can just sneak in at whatever time you want!"
She says while writing a slip to the office.
"Now take this and go to the office" I roll my eyes but do as I was told.
I'm walking down the hall almost at the office when I see Niall and he's walking right to me.
"Mikayla" He says.
I look up into his dreamy blue eyes.
"Yes" I reply.
"Well I was wondering if you would err, maybe like to go on a date with me?" He smiles.
I blush with joy inside.
"I would love to." I say. "Pick me up at 7:00pm tomorrow."
I smile as he leans in and kisses me on the cheek.
"Bye Mikayla" he says as he smiles.
My heart froze as I lent against the locker biting my lip. Suddenly I get out of my dream from my principle yelling. Great, I forgot I need to go to the office!
"I'm really sorry. I just feel really sick" I say.
He glares at me.
"we'll see about that."
As he grabs my arm and pulls me into the office and lectures me.
I was walking past the office where I saw the principle abusing Mikayla, my Mikayla. I stand there and breathe and I open the door. The principle looks at me amazed and says,
"what do you think your doing? You can't just go and enter my room without knocking!"
I take a deep breath again.....
"I'm sorry sir. I was just here to collect Mikayla." I say nervously.
He stands up in shock!
"I am in a very important talk with her." He says furiously.
I walk to him as I get angry and scream
"YOU WHERE NOT TALKING TO HER I SAW WHAT YOU DID. HOW COULD YOU TREAT A BEAUTIFUL GIRL LIKE THAT."
I breathe and calm down.
"I held her back because I needed help with my homework and she helped me and I didn't realize what the time was so she was late, and it was all my fault."
He looks at Mikayla and asks if it was true. She looked at me and I nodded.
"Yes!" she said disappointingly.
"Okay you can go back to class Mikayla."
Niall take a seat.
She walked out just staring at me until she was outta sight.