20. Chapter 19
About a week passed and everything was I guess somewhat normal, well if you call normal Harry and Niall being mean to each other, Niall being so much more protective and the girls acting all strange. "What's up with everyone?" I asked as we were all in the living room, I've had enough of the strangeness. They all looked at each other, "It's nothing" Roneth responded. I narrowed my eyes as I huffed and stormed off. "No one tells me anything" I said to my self as I was walking to the park down the street. I sat on the swing and looked down at my feet, "Things change.. People Change.. Everything changes.." I said to my self as I let a tear fall. I saw familiar shoes and looked up to see Niall. "What do you want?" I asked putting my head back down. "To help you princess, you can't keep pushing people away" he said sitting in the swing next to me. My head still down. "I'm not pushing anyone away.." I said softly. I heard him laugh lightly as he looked at me, "What's on your mind darling?" He asked biting his lip softly. "Everyone is changing.. People are now different since what happen.. Things are different" I said still looking down. I can hear him sigh softly as he grabbed my hand, interlocking our fingers. "Come on babe, let's take a walk" he said standing up as we began to walk down the path. "People grow up Toula, it's not that they are changing it's that they realise they need to grow up. What happen is what happen it was your own choice to take the razor and cut your self. The things going on with me and Harry have nothing to your concern, you're to young to worry about things like that" he said as we kept walking. I stopped. I let go of his hand and looked at him. "You think it's easy?! Easy being me! I get treated like I'm younger then I really am! No one tells me anything, and I suffer the consequences no one else but me! You and Harry are to my concern cause I know it's about me! I know he likes me I'm not as stupid as I look!" I yelled getting frustrated. I ran my hands through my hair as I sigh heavily.
"Look Toula.. You know I love you right?" He said looking at me. I nodded my head. "Someone is trying to take my princess away from me" he said. I knew who it was, I knew who he was talking about. "You remember when I said I want to be your knight in shinning armour on the pretty white horse?" He asked a small smile on his face as he took a step closer to me. I nodded my head, "Yea.. I remember.. That's the day you asked me to be your Girlfriend" I said softly. You can see the smile form on his face, "Well knights in shining armour have to fight for their princesses, and it's not easy. The other knight that he is fighting isn't what he as made to be" He said pressing his forehead to mine softly. I looked up at him a little confused, "What do you mean?" I asked softly. He took a deep breath before talking. "Harry.. Harry planned the whole Nicole thing.. Trying to break us apart, cause he thought you would just go run to him but you didn't so his plan back fired on him" he said quickly but I cought everything he said. My eyes grew black with anger. "HOW COULD HE!" I yelled running my hands through my hair in frustration. "Babe come on calm down.." Niall said softly. I turned to look at him. My eyes black. "How! How could I calm down when I damn near almost killed my self because of him!" I yelled not realising what I was now telling Niall.
He looked at me with hurt in his blue eyes. "T-Toula.. I'm sorry.." He said looking at me. I shook my head lightly, "it's not your fault.." I said and began to walk home. I was pissed off that Harry would do that to me. Niall was close behind me as I stormed down the road. "Toula please.. Calm down." He yelled running in front of me. My emotions were all over the place, I didn't know how to feel, I was angry, sad, and most of all I was confused. Confused because how could someone so close to me betray me like that? Like my feelings meant nothing to them. I pushed Niall aside as I walked up the long driveway to the house. I opened the door, and walked in. "HARRY!" I yelled loudly as Niall came up behind me. I heard heavy footsteps come down the stairs as I saw his curly mop of hair in a mess. "Yes love?" He asked, his voice raspy. "Don't love me! You betrayed me and Niall! How could you!" I yelled loudly making everyone else come down the stairs. At first he looked confused, but then he realised what I figured out. "T-Toula.. I didn't mean to I'm sorry.." Harry said walking closer to me, but I backed away. "YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT IF YOU WERE SORRY!" I yelled, the tears running down my face. He sigh heavily as he looked at me. "You want to know why I did it!?" He finally snapped back at me. "Why'd you do it Harry?! Cause you wanted to ruin something!?" I yelled back.
"No because I love you!"