Scars. Cuts. That's what you see on me. It got worse when Niall and I broke up. It's been a couple of weeks since the break up, but I haven't been my self what so ever. The girls got notice to it and got worried. "Babes you need to maybe talk to Niall about it, look at you! Your beautiful and hell I know you don't deserve this, no one does.. Take one look at your wrist. I know you don't like it, so why do it?" Roneth finally said to me one day. I was sitting on the couch watching tv as the boys where out. "Ronnie, Vi, he cheated on me... He promised me he would never do it. He would never hurt me like that. He told me he loved me and I was dumb enough to believe him.." I said looking at them. Violet took in a deep breath. "Look love, we know what happen between you guys, we are proud of you for saying no to having sex, but you don't know what happen that night at the club but we do cause he told us.." She said. I looked at her a little confused, "then tell me.." The girls looked at each other and Roneth spoke up. "He wasn't drunk. Nicole forced her self on him, he had a few drinks but he wasn't drunk enough to not know what he was doing. He kissed her but never cheated on you with sex.." She said running her hands threw her hair. "He still cheated.. And why the fuck was she in my house" I said. She shrugged her shoulders lightly, "we don't know how and neither does Niall.." Violet said. "Come on we are going to go see them at the studio.." I said standing up, walking to go put my shoes on. "How are we going to get there?!" Roneth asked. "Don't ask questions, it's not far away and we have feet so we walk.." I said grabbing my keys and phone.
When we reached the studio we ran inside for the AC. "Make me walk again... I will hurt you.." Roneth said with an evil look on her face. I pulled out my phone and texted Liam.
Me- Heyyyyy brother!!
LiLi- What do you want?
Me- Well hi to you too -.-
LiLi- I'm kidding. How may I help you baby sis
Me- come to the hallway, and direct my friends and I to your lovely room.
Me- Just do it.
I didn't text him back as he sent Zayn to come get us. "How in the hell did you guys get here.." He asked us in shock. "Well Zayn, we flew." I said sarcastically. He shook his head laughing lightly as he directed us to the room they where recording in. The girls walked in before I did, I took a look over Roneth's shoulder as I saw Niall in the booth. I walked in the room, the other boys saying hi to me. I opened the door to the booth and heard Niall singing as he didn't know I was there. I tapped his shoulder as he turned around, looking at me in shock. "T-Toula.." He stuttered out. "You live with me Ni, don't be so in shock" I said a small smile on my face. He looked down biting his lip softly. "The girls told me..." I finally said. He looked up, his eyes filled with hope. "And..." He said taking a small step closer to me. "And what Niall... You still kissed her.. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you.." I told him. He shook his head lightly, letting some tears fall. "Princess.. You gave me more then I ever wanted.. You are the best thing that's ever happen to me.." He said taking my hands in his. "I want you to listen to something.." He said sitting me down as he walked over, putting on his head phones and a song played as he began to sing. "I'm sorry if I say I need ya, but I don't care I'm not scared of love cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker. Is that so wrong, is that so wrong that you make me strong.." He sang the whole song. I looked at him as a small tear slides down my cheek. He kept his head down as he spoke. "I have always loved you, I will never stop nothing can stop me from loving you.." He told me. "Yes I see you everyday of my life but it's not the same, it's not the same because I don't get to kiss you, or hug you, hold you tightly to me as we cuddle on the couch or on your bed. It's not right.. I don't expect you to take me back or anything.. I just want you to know that I love you.. More then you could ever know.." He said. I stood up and walked up to him slowly, taking his hand in mine holding it tightly. "I love you too.. And I never stopped.." I said softly. I can see a small smile come to his lips as he looked at me, his blue eyes those baby blue eyes looking at me, saying sorry for the hurt he has cause me. "I'm sorry my princess.." He spoke at he looked at me. I nodded my head softly as i showed him the damage I have cause my self. My wrists. "I'm sorry too.." You can practically hear his heart break as he saw what he has caused. His baby girl, causing damage to her beautiful skin.
My fault. All this is my fault. I have causes the damage that she has done. I don't even know where Nicole came from. I was having a few drinks at the bar to clear my mind, a girl with blonde hair and bright green eyes she was clearly drunk came up to me. Slurring her words as she talked to me.
"Y-You're a cutie.." A blonde girl said to me. I was thinking about what just happen between me and Toula, having a few pints just 2 not many though. I looked at the girl as she was clearly drunk out of her mind. I gave her a small smile and nodded my head, saying thank you as I wasn't in the mood for any of this at the moment. "Awww come on b-blonde cheer up" she said, her hand on my shoulder as she moved closer to me. My body tensed up as she did, I shrugged her hand off as she started to kiss my neck. "Look love, I'm sorry but I have a girlfriend.." I said standing up. She looked mad as she narrowed her eyes, "I don't see her" she hissed at me. "She's to young to come to the bars and stuff.." I said softly as I can hear her laugh loudly. "Ahhhh you're Niall horan, dating that little slut" she said, her voice filled with evil. All the sudden she didn't seem so drunk, like she was playing the act.. Like someone set her up. "She's not a slut, if you knew who I was then why did you come up to me?!" I growled. Now angry. She looked at me biting her lip, "Harry sent me..." She spoke. My eyes widened as I took her wrist and dragged her to my car, "you're coming with me to put him back in his damn place" I said my voice filled with anger as I drove back home.
~Flash back over~
Damn! Nothing worked.. Nothing. I'm going to make her mine no matter what I have to do.