1. Sadie and co.
I do not like brothers. They are full of lies. He SAID he would never forget me. I doubt his bandmates know or care that I am alive. Ha! I know the perfect way to introduce myself to his bandmates, annoy him, embarrass him, AND remind him that none of my suicide attempts have worked. Ooh, I could kill myself in front of him! That'd teach him. Totally.
Our next concert is in London and had sold out 3 months ago. For some weird reason, he hasn't told us, Niall is scrutinising EVERY SINGLE Irish newspaper he can get his hands on. Like I said.... WEIRD! :) .
Niall isn't himself. Liam thinks he's done his nut. I don't know what to think.
Niall is worrying me. He won't tell anyone what is going on. He is always worried. I think it is a girl. Harry thinks it is too. Liam says to shut up and mind our own business. Zayn doesn't say anything.
I don't say anything about it but Niall is worrying me. He is distant. This could affect One Direction in a bad way.
I hate this. Not being there to stop her, calm her down, make sure she is okay. It is KILLING me. That sounded over dramatic. Very. Oh well.
I have the tickets! Ha! This is gonna be GREAT! He would kill me (not really, he loves me) but I WILL do it, this time shall work, it is my time to go. I know it. I can feel it!