My eyes slowly fluttered open and I felt someone's arms around me. I felt a warm presence beside me and I realized I was laying snuffled into his chest.
It was Louis. I looked up at him and his peaceful features just formed a smile on my face. His lips were slightly curved on the side which made him look like he was smiling. I realized my gaze was glued on him until he opened an eye to peek on me.
"Good Morning Beautiful." He greeted, closing his other eye. "Morning Lou." I greeted back and he pulled me closer to him. His soft lips lightly touched my forehead. I checked my time on my phone. "Lou, it's already 10 o'clock and we need to get up now." I nudged him and I heard him release a groan. "Mm, I don't want to." He answered back groggily, his arm never letting go of me. "But we have to get up since it's a Sunday today!" I exclaimed, jokingly pushing him away from me.
Even if I mustered my whole strength, he wouldn't release me from his grasp, instead, he would pull me closer to him. "Looouuuuiiiiiissss." I whined as I tried to get out again. "Yeah?" He finally responded again. "Get up!!!" I exclaimed again and he just replied again with a head gesture. I heaved a sigh. "Louis... Please." I pleaded, looking up at him with sad eyes. He finally opened his eyes and looked down on me. A smile played on his lips and he just poked my nose. "You're the cutest thing I've ever seen." He stated and I jokingly rolled my eyes.
"Come on, don't get angry." He told me, pouting. I shook my head. "I won't unless you let me get up." I told him and he finally let go of me. I jumped from my bed and started to break for a run to my shower but instead, Louis pulled me back in the bed again. "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!" I yelled, trying to get angry. "You forgot something." He said and pulled me in for a kiss and after a while, he let me go.
"There, now you're free." He said as he let go of me. I gave him a smile and he returned it.
After taking a bath, I checked in my bedroom again and noticed Louis was just in bed, using his phone lazily. I jumped on my bed and laid on Louis' shoulders. "Get up sleepyhead." I giggled and he placed his phone on the bedside table again. "But it's a Sunday." He told me and I pulled him out of bed. "Which is exactly why you have to take a bath. Sundays mean Fun days, and I wouldn't like to ruin my day with you laying your ass on my bed." I explained and he walked into the bathroom, staggering on the way.
I tied my hair up in a braid to pass the time until I heard someone ring the doorbell. I ran downstairs, and someone was starting to bang on my door. "COMING!" I screamed out, getting annoyed.
I opened my front door with a smile but quickly vanished when I found out who was at my doorstep. "Morning Christopher." I snarled and I noticed how messy Christopher looked.
His blonde hair was messed up and was in different places. His eyes were bloodshot red and it seemed he was very exhausted. His face was tear-stained, making me know that he had been crying all night. He didn't seem too happy either, his eyes looked sad and depressed. It was filled with despair. I thought of the night Christopher had been through. "Ashley, love..." He called out, touching my shoulders. I violently jerked his hands away, not wanting to let him touch me in that way again. "You don't deserve to be here. And why are you here? Shouldn't you be with that Jade girl or whatever you call her?"
"No, Ashley. Listen I just wanted to apologize. I didn't know-"
"No Christopher, I don't need to hear your apology. Now, go away."
"Ashley, wait!" He stopped me from slamming the door shut. "I could explain everything." "Then, tell me. Why were you with that awful bitch last night?" I snapped. I could swear, I wanted to tears to fall down my face. The sight of Christopher made me feel like a disaster, it crushes my heart all the time.
"Ashley... Ever since you told me we were going back to London, it scared me. The fact about Louis Tomlinson, your Best Friend, being here scared me. I thought Louis would steal you away or something. When you finally met him again, I felt jealous. A pang of jealousy hit me whenever I see you with him. It hurt me Ashley. I couldn't take the pain. You always looked happy together, he'd always make you smile. It was painful to watch. So, I thought... I thought of a stupid idea. I thought 'Maybe I could get my mind off Ashley and Louis on another girl'. Then, I saw... I met this girl... She acted so much like you. No, she resembled you. You two acted like each other and I thought of her as you.
"Then, we just kind of did it you know. I already got my head out of you and Louis together, but I just got too carried away... And we just started dating. I couldn't stop myself which I know was an idiotic move. It was stupid Ashley. I was an idiot. I'm deeply sorry. I didn't know what to do, I just got carried away. I got jealous and everything lead to this, so I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I didn't meant to crush your heart. I love you Ashley, and you know it. I just did something wrong and I knew it. I'm so so so sorry." He finished, kneeling down before me. A few tears were revealed in his face. He looked desperate to take me back. I just looked down. I couldn't help it either, I cried.
I couldn't stop crying and my mind was furious. "But you didn't take me seriously, did you?" I choked out, rapidly wiping my tears away which were flowing down my cheek. "I loved you Christopher, and I couldn't take the sacrifices you pulled me in. I suffered everyday, just waiting for you every night to be there, to be my warmth when I got cold. But no, you were just with another girl. And don't you think it also hurt me Chris? It hurt me more and I couldn't take it. From now.... I actually still have feelings for you but I still can't accept it. I know I deserve Louis, and I know you deserve someone better. It still hurts Christopher, knowing you broke your promise, and I'm about to break mine... I'm sorry Christopher." I cried out, trying to slam the door shut but Christopher was too strong.
"Ashley, please. I Love You! I Love you more than anything, I wouldn't care if this whole world is crashing, if I put myself into harm, I don't care about anything any more than I care about you. You're all I can think about. I still can't help the emotions that are flowing through me right now. Please, don't leave me. Take me back! I promise I won't hurt you. I promise I'll do better things. I promise I'll love you forever and ever." He spoke out, tears were glistening on his cheeks. I looked at him while biting my lip. "Christopher..." I shook my head, regretting everything I have done with him. "It's over. Please, just get over it." I tried closing the door until I noticed he reached something from beneath his pocket.
It was a box... With a ring, an Engagement Ring, I thought. He opened it and an Engagement Ring was indeed revealed in the box. "Ashley, please, stay with me forever." He knelt on one knee, looking sincerely in my eyes.
I couldn't accept it. Was this reality? I gave out a sigh. "Sorry, Christopher, it's over." I finally slammed the door shut in front of Christopher. I ran up and laid on my bed. I kept sobbing, not wanting to see Christopher. Not now. Not ever. I just can't forgive him for making a huge impact to my life.