The Bridge (on hold)

It all started off with a simple thought,which turned into reality..the next thing I know I'm stood on the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco.

I take my last breath before I'm ready to plunge into the water below me.

My foot is on the ledge,half of it was poking over actually,with one slip I would fall to my death.

My last thought would be of my baby sister Autumn she was only 7,so cute and innocent,I was only 11 year's older then her.

I took a deep breath and let my hair down,feeling the full breeze from being so high up,I slowly leaned forwards,starting my free fall into the murky water.

But before my feet could even leave the red bar,I was dragged over the railings and pressed to the floor.

No,they ruined everything.

I looked up slowly as I took a shaky breath and I instantly caught sight of a pair of honeycomb eyes,staring at me with such anger.


*May be emotional at times,viewers digression is advised*

Original production of Shawtyyymane_


4. ''I can't.''


I shook my head,desperate to get away from this boy..I couldn't face the embarrassment. 


before you could even blink I sprinted back into Starbucks and out back towards the staff room. 


I was shaking,why out of all people and customers did he have to turn up with his big ego and assholes as friends,explain to me why. 


''Why,why.'' I mumbled,slamming my head into the table in annoyance. 


''Don't question me Ashley..if you're serious about getting a raise then get to work,stop coming out here everytime you encounter some stuck up teenagers or grumpy old's how life works..I bet you've been served before and you weren't in the best of moods,it works both ways.'' Kristin rolled her eyes,slapping an oven glove onto the table before walking into another room. 


''Wait what?'' I murmured.


What the fuck...was she talking to me or something? I decided to shrug it off before grabbing my phone from my pocket.


Does this annoy you as much as me? My little sister has an iPhone 5 when I have the iPhone 4s, I love her to bits but I need it more than her..who the fuck she gon' call? barbie?


I decided to just leave it before I got worked up over nothing,I found her contact on my phone and began to type out a message. 


To: Autie

From: Ashbash xxo

Heya little one,I hope your being good for Daddy...can you please tell him I'll be home at 7? thanks, love you:*'


within seconds I got a reply.  


'To: Ashbash xxo

From: Autie


heyi,go ahwy why r u texin mi,joken,I jus toled him he said oke we go oit for dinna,lov utoo big sis xoxooxoxoxoxoxooxoxox'


I rolled my eyes.


This is exactly why she shouldn't have a phone,she cant even type properly,it gives me a headache just trying to figure out what she's texted me.


I just simply replied with an 'Okay' before I got back to work,serving grumpy customers and indecisive elders trying to choose between coffee cake and almond cake. 




I was so thankful that my shift was over,you had no idea.. 


''Have a good evening Ash,say hi to Autie for me please.'' My manager smiled,propping her apron up on the peg. 


Of course..everyone loves Autumn.


I merely ignored her before I began to walk out of Starbucks,some people where dotted around on little tables,probably getting an after work coffee or something,I smiled at a man who  glanced at me before I made my way outside. 


But with my misfortune,The boy was perched up against his car,on his phone,sighing angrily. 


I held my breath and began slowly walking in the opposite direction to him,hey..he hadn't looked up yet,it was a perfect get away.


I had nearly made it to my red mini cooper before I head footsteps rapidly behind me. 


I sped up,wanting nothing more to get in my car and go home,but something was stopping me. 


Someone had grabbed a hold of my wrist gently and swivelled me around.


''Aye,I've been waiting here for 3 hours..the least you could do is not run every time you see me'' he chuckled. 


I just looked at him. ''What do you want.'' I hissed. 


''I want to know if you're know,after everything.'' 


I bit the inside of my cheek as I looked up at him. ''I'm perfectly fine,now let me leave.'' I stated,before I yanked my hand out of his grasp and strutted towards my car. 


I unlocked the car and pulled open the door,only for it to slam shut again,I looked over my shoulder to see the boy pressing his body against mine,breathing into my ear. 


''Don't leave,there's something else.'' He murmured. 


''What?'' I hissed,becoming impatient as this idiot was delaying me from jumping into bed to sleep. 


''Uh..'' He murmured,scratching the back of his neck. ''I um...forgot.'' He replied. 


I rolled my eyes. ''Well thanks for that,now move before I kick you where no man want's to be kicked.'' 


''I can't.'' He whispered. 


''You can't what?'' 


''I can't let you go..I need to know that you're okay,that you won't do it again.'' 


''Look here..-'' I waited for him to say his name. 




''-Look here Jason...I'm fine..and like I said yesterday,you cant stop me from doing it,I could jump any time and you wouldn't even don't act like you care,because you don' everyone else..your just a fake,you don't actually care about me,and I certainly don't care about you. '' 


I began to open the door again but his hand stopped me for he second time this evening. ''Look...I know how you feel.'' He whispered. 


''Oh really?'' I laughed. ''You know what it's like to constantly think your not good enough for this world,that nothing could make you feel better...everyone is constantly judging me Justin..don't you see? I want to do his,I want to sleep and never wake up,what's the use in stopping me,you don't actually care.'' I hissed,my eyes becoming teary as the thought of last night rushed through my mind. 


''I do...I really do care,I know what it's like...I lost my Uncle to suicide...It was actually on the Golden gate..thats why I saved you..I couldn't let anyone else jump..I couldn't..I'm sorry.'' He whispered,running his hands through his hair. 


I shook my head and climbed into the car. 


''Don't give up beautiful...I promise I won't either.'' He called as I put my car into reverse and backed out onto the busy road. 




awh that's cute..


so Justin waited 3 hours to talk to Ashley..what do you think?


I'm literally writing this with my eyes closed,my eyes are blurry and im squinting to see what I'm writing so sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes,I tried my hardest. 








Stay beautiful<3


Peace,love and rubber gloves<3



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