Note: the chapter before this deleted and I can't remember what even happened in it so I'm sorry, but I'm skipping to this one :(
"I'm going to do what's right" I looked down at my feet "I'm going to quit this team... I'm going to be that friend he crushes on and, I'm going to be there for him when he needs me"
I then ran to look for Niall... I had to help him before he went to Harry... But when I found Niall it was too late...
He was full on sobbing, unable to even stand. Harry held his limp body up, unsure what to do.
I gulped, catching Harry's attention.
"Niall... Zayn's here" Harry whispered
Niall turned his head to me, guilt seeming to pop me.
He'd looked hurt when I'd bullied him for being gay but that was nothing compared to his state now.
Niall held on tighter to Harry
"Niall... You need to go to Zayn" Harry tried
"Niall" I mumured
Niall hissed at me like an animal, taking both Harry and myself by surprise
"Niall I need you to listen"
Niall threw out his hand, smacking it into my face.
"Ow dammit!" I cussed, holding my eye "you hit me! What the hell?!"
But then Niall's anger faded and he looked horrified at the fact that he'd hurt me.
He was sad because he'd hurt me... How was I only guilty? When this misunderstood boy can't even hurt me.
He started using frantic sign language again... I guess he's gone mute again.
"Please" I whimpered "let me hear your voice... I need to hear it again, I need you to speak to me so I can understand"
"Niall spoke?" Harry asked
"Niall I'm begging you" I said through tears "we need to talk this time... Not just me"
Niall nodded and he took my wrist, dragging me back to the toilets
"I've crushed you" I said "is that how much you like me?"
"Do you still like me?"
He shook his head, making a love heart with his hands
"How much?" I asked scared "how much do you love me?"
Niall then dropped his cheer pants, making my eyes nearly pop out of my head... His legs were littered with cuts, his flesh was almost shredded
And then Niall pulled them up again, not even looking at me.
"I want you to come home with me after school" I whispered, wrapping my arms around him
Niall didn't respond but I assume he'd turn up anyway.
"I swear to god I won't leave school without you" I whispered
Niall continued shaking, scratching his legs where his cuts were through the material of his pants... Oh god, I've seriously fucked this boy up..