Well, I ended up falling asleep at nialls house last night. Mostly because he wouldn't let me go home. Jason was blowing my phone up all night telling me "im home where are you!?!?" ,until niall shut my phone off. Its 10:37 now and we are going to my house at 11:00 to talk to Jason. I don't want to. I mean I want everything to go back to normal. I don't want problems between us. But if what nialls telling me is true, then I don't want to see him ever agian .
"Hey, you ok?" No. "yea im fine." "No your not. Come here." Niall said motioning for me to come to him. I walked over to him and hugged him. " niall I. Don't want to go talk to him." "I know but you have to. " I lightly cried in his shoulder. We sat there for about 10-15 minutes.
This is it. Its time to go back home. Ugghhh I don't want to. But whatever I have to. I'm to innocent to argue and fight with jason. I'm not sure how well im gonna handle this but I have to try.
When we got there I got out of the car and went to the front door with niall following me. I hesitated and got out my keys and opened the door. I saw Jason sitting on the couch. He shot up as I opened the door."where the hell have you been? I've been worried sick- what the fuck are you doing here?" he said hugging me, then turning to niall. "Jason you know what you did was wrong. Its not about me.or what happened between us. The only thing that matters is that you broke this beautiful young girl that deserves way better. You need to stop this. You can't keep hurting innocent people." Niall said. " who the hell are you to tell me what to do. And niall what about you? What about what you did? I'm not the only criminal here!" Jason screamed at him. " am I missing something? Do you two know each other?" I said looking at both of them. "Can we talk about the that later. Right now we need to talk about you and him." Niall said calmly to me." OK. I don't know what happened between you two, but what I do know is that you were with another girl today. I don't know if its true but I need to know if I can trust you Jason. Can I?" I said to him with tears in my eyes. " of course you can babe. when have you not been been able to?" Jason said not yelling Anymore, but you could sense the anger in his voice. "Ever since I saw you with that girl." I said. I walked to the living room and sat down on the couch. Jason ran over to me and kneeled
in front of me. " babe I'm sorry. I know what I did was wrong and stupid of me.if I bcould take it back I would." He grabbed my hands and held them tightly. " please don't leave. Please forgive me. I'm sorry." " Don't fucking touch her." Niall yelled walking over to Jason and punching him in the face. " Niall!" I said as Jason punched him back. They were now both on the floor fighting. I got away from them and started crying. What did I get my self into. I can't live my life Behind a wall, and not stand up for myself. I need to be stronger. I need to move on.
I walked to the door and opened it. I looked back at them, still fighting. "have fun!" i yelled loud enough for them to hear me. niall stopped and turned towards me. "April!" he said getting off jason and running to the door. before he got to the door i was already outside walking away. i dont know where I'm going but i need to get away from them. i need to learn to be my own bodyguard and stand up for my self. i heard someone running behind me but i refused to turn around, already knowing who it was." april where are you going?" niall asked grabbing my arm, turing me around. " i dont know. away." i said turning around and walking again. " april I'm sorry if i made you made when we started fighting. i didnt mean to upset you. i just- don't know- i dont want him to hurt you again. not like he did before." he said stopping. "how could he hurt me anymore?" i said. i stopped walking but didnt turn towards him." you dont know what he is capable of. i do. ok? he has hurt people before, badly. you don't know the real jason. he killed my dad and my mom. he gets revenge on his enemies by hurting people they love. i dont want you to get hurt again." i was about to start walking again but something was holding me back. i couldnt leave him after he said that. i felt a tear roll down my cheek and i whipped it away. i was about to turn around when i felt two arms wrap around my waist. " please stay. i can't let you get hurt again. i need you." he whispered. "how do i know you wont hurt me like jaso-" i got cut off by a pair of lips being smashed onto mine. i kissed back and wrapped my arms around his neck. about 3 minutes later we pulled away."what was that for?" i asked smiling. "how else am i gonna prove to you that i won't hurt you." he said smirking." and dont say his name again, brings back too much memories that i try every day to forget." "dont worry, I'm not planing to see him again, or say his name." i turned around and started walking down the street. "where are you going?" niall said walking next to me. "i dont know. as far away from him as possible." "ok, how about we go to liams house." he said turning to face me while walking. "who's that?" i asked him." a friend of mine. the other boys will probably be there too. they practically live there." he chuckled. "ok where is that?" "California." he simply stated. "California? that will take more than a day to get there by car. omg you left the car at his house." i stopped and looked back." shit." he cursed under his breath. when i looked back i saw jas-, i mean him, get in his car and drive away. " niall, he just drove away, i have my keys, i could get some of my stuff from my room and you could get the car." i said. "ok make it fast, i dont want him coming back when were still here."
we walked back to the house and i unlocked the door. i went upstairs and went in my room. i got my pink duffle bag and packed some clothes, my phone charger, head phones and other stuff. when i was done i went back downstairs and took one last look at the house. i started to cry, just thinking about all the memories we had here. Watching movies late on stormy nights, playing games and laughing. but after what he did to me, i think i'll be alright.
i went outside to the car and got in. niall started the car and pulled out of the drive way. "you ready?" he asked smiling. " as ready as i'll ever be."