They have been killing me with their 'precautions'! I'm about to just leave and let Austin hurt me!! I'm going crazy here! I can't leave the house. And somebody at all times has to be in the room with me!! I'm going literally crazy!
I feel bad for Austin though... I hurt him enough to want to hurt me.
I hurt my childhood friend. He was my only family when we lived together. The only one that was there for me. And when he finally needs me I hurt him...
That's it! I'm going to escape this place and let Austin have me! He will finally be okay and everybody here won't have to babysit me anymore.
The only time I ever have by myself is when I take a shower. And there's a window in there.
"I'm gonna take a shower." I told Zayn. The one babysitting me this hour.
"Okay, just be careful." He said back to me.
"It's not like he's gonna come get me through the bathroom while I'm showering." I half heartedly laughed.
"Yeah I guess." He said.
I grabbed my phone and plugged it up to the speakers that's in the bathroom and started blasting the music.
I grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil when Zayn wasn't looking and grabbed a towel to cover it.
I walked in the bathroom and closed the door. I usually get like two hours in here. One hour to actually take a shower and the other hour to get ready.
I turned the shower on and sat on the toilet. I started the note I was going to leave.
'Dear whoever found this, I'm sorry I snuck away but it isn't zayns fault. He didn't know I was going to escape. I miss freedom. I need to leave. I can't take the precautions. I'm tired of being babysitted. And y'all are tired of babysitting.
Niall, I'm sorry. I love you so much baby. I'm going to miss you. Just remember that you are a good person and don't forget it. Follow your heart. Okay? For everything. But listen to other people too okay? I'm so glad I got to be the one for you. I love you so much.
Harry, Liam, Lou, Zayn, watch over Niall. Please he's going to need it. Don't let him drink to much. Don't let him get anywhere near pot! But make him go out every now and then. Make sure he finds a good girl.
Zayn, I'm sorry I snuck out on your watch. Just remember it's not your fault. It's not anyone's fault but mine. Tell the girls I'll miss them.'
I laid the note on the counter and opened the window softly so nobody could hear me.
I jumped out and started running. I ran all the way to a coffee shop. I say outside on the sidewalk and texted Austin.
Me - I'm at the Bearo Coffee shop. By myself. I'm ready.