***10 MONTHS LATER***
One month of trying to have a baby and nine months of carrying one in my stomach.
I'm going to die and all I keep thinking is I wanna have a baby.
Niall is going to be the best dad. I can already tell. Every night when he comes home from work he talks to the baby. He talks about a lot of football(soccer), and about how much he loves her.
Yes, it's a girl. I should be going into labor sometime soon. I'm only going to have 14 months with my beautiful baby girl. Only fourteen months.
At least I get to see her, right?
I've been making video diaries. For when she gets older. I even made some for Niall.
Niall is at work right now. He comes home around 6. It's only 3:46.
I sat in the waiting room anxious. They said Lee was having difficulty during birth. They said they were trying to save her.
I cried into my hands. Louis patted me on the back.
"Are you Leela's friends?" The doctor asked.
I nodded my head. "Is she okay? Can I see her? Is she alive?" I barely spoke.
"She's barely alive. She's going to pass any minute. I think you need to hold her. Be with her. Help her go into the light." He said. "Comfort her. That's all you can do."
I cried even harder but nodded my head. I walked to her room and got on the bed.
I cuddled up next to her. And I listened to the heart monitor as it beeped in a steady rhythm.
"It's okay... You can go... I love you, I always will love you. I will raise our little girl to become a beautiful sweet lady. She's gorgeous. I wish you could see her. I promise I'll protect her. You weren't suppose to die now. You have at least fourteen more months. You weren't suppose to leave me. Or our daughter." I barely spoke as I cried into her neck. "Watch us... Watch over us. I want you to see the beautiful woman she will become. I want you to help me be a daddy. I want to be a good father. I don't even know who to be a father." I cried harder.
"You'll be a great father, Niall. A wonderful one. And you were a great boyfriend. I trust you. I love you. I love you so so much. I love you and our beautiful Aurora Esme Horan." Leela whispered. And then the heart machine showed the flat line.