"girlfriend?" i asked. i forgot he had a girlfriend. "yeah, i think holly lives at the end of the street."
we continued to walk down the street until he started walking up to a house. "you coming?" he stopped walking and turned to me. "uh- No. but hurry, my wrists hurt worse." he nodded and knocked on the door. after a few knocks a pretty blonde opened the door. i was on the sidewalk, and it was quite the ways away from her front door where her and niall stood. so i couldn't really hear much of what they were saying, but i heard her ask "who's that?" pointing to me. from her face expression i could tell she wasn't too happy about her boyfriend driving a stranger, let along a girl, in her car without her. Niall asked for her car keys after they exchanged a kiss and talked a little bit. she hesitated, but gave in a nd got her keys and threw them to him. a little after he said something i couldn't understand, he ran back down the path and i looked behind him to see the girl glaring at me and mouthing "stay away". when niall went to, what I'm guessing was her car, and called for me to get in, i gave her a weird look and she kept looking at me the same way. i soon just turned and went to the car.
the ride to the hospital was quiet except for the quiet hum from the radio. i was sick of all the same songs they always play over and over again, and i remembered i had my head phones and my iPhone so i quickly put on my music. i pressed play to whatever song was playing- rebel love song~by black veil brides. i put my head phones up and on my ears- with one hand since the other was in too much pain to even move a muscle- and leaned back into the seat.
after awhile niall lifted one of the headphones. "can you even hear me?" i shook my head no and he sighed. "i said, we're almost there, about 3 or 4 blocks away. does it still hurt?" i nodded. "why aren't you talking? you were talking up a storm when we were walking and now you won't make a sound." i looked out the window briefly then looked back at him. "just lost in my music." i simply replied. "you seemed pretty lost- your really pationate about your music arent you?" i nodded. "why?" i looked down, thinking of all the times music has calmed me, made me forget what i was going through,helped me escape."uh…i- when my parents first got divorced, it broke me. i didn't ever except them to. so when it did it took me way by surprise. then when my mom said i would be living with her and wouldn't be able to see my dad as much, i never handled it well. i don't know- i guess i was alway 'daddys little girl'. and music helped calm me down. i can't go a minute without my music and also can't sleep. music is my escape for everything. no matter what went wrong- i find songs that i can relate to. well, its more in the lyrics. i listen closely to the lyrics and relate to almost 98% of all of them. i've been through a lot- even before my step dad, mainly, he was the reason leading up to everything that happened-more than what I've told people. and I'm not gonna let it slip anytime soon. my problems, my music, my escape." he just looked at me for a moment, then stopped the car. "sorry, but I'm sure others have been through the same or worse- including me. unless that wasn't even what happened. but you won't tell me, so i'll never know. and until then, you won't know what happened to me. so you won't know either. Anyways- we're here." he said and i noticed we were at the hospital.
A/N sorry i haven't updated in awhile i don't have too much time cuz i was skipping school and have lots of work to catch up on and whatever -_- so i have to do that. but I'm gonna get it all caught up so i can update more ^_^ and just to throw it out there- but most of this is true about me- like the music part, not the devource. i never met my actual dad…but um anyways her personality is what I'm talking about. just to learn more about me ^_^ :) yeah so i'll try to update more