1. STRUGGLING WITH ADULTHOOD.
"ill be back mum." I say as I slip on my sneakers to head out the door. "Nat, be careful, its raining. Be back by 11:30 please." as mom said while watching ANTP."I will okay? be back soon" I say and head out. I climbed in and texted Mackenzie.
coming. got it? I need some puffs. -K
3 seconds later a reply pops up on the screen
yeah :) see you then. -M
i start the ignition and drive towards downtown NYC. I pull in Mackenzie's driveway and she's standing there waiting for me. *10:00* as I smoke the puff of my cigarette, Mackenzie asks me "what are you going to do without your old job?" I sigh and say "I cant even pay for gas money. my mom works from 6am to 9. I feel bad that she has to work for me so I can have what I have" I start to cry, and before you know it, its around 11, I drive home. and I pass the CIA station. I've always wanted to work there and have a hero partner and I against crime. how badass would it be I always thought. I saw a sign saying, FREE TRAINING TO BECOME CIA AGENT.
ill be sure to be there. when I get home I tell mom i'm going to get a job for me and for her also so she doesn't have to worry about anything.
I lay in bed wondering if I were to be a CIA agent, if id find my love.