Yay! Friends! Of course I don’t say this from being desperate from years of bullying… Okay so what? My life used to be hiding from people, living on my own and watching futurama all day, but now, it might change! It’s a snowball’s chance in hell but so what. But I’m starting to think they are suspicious. Sam and Dean keep exchanging looks at me and making me uncomfortable. I mean, I know I may seem bad (being the most powerful being in existence and having the power to kill them at any time) but it’s been a month since they have “recruited” me, so shouldn’t they be fine with me by now?
Ugh. I’m suspicious of this “Pheobe”. I mean, so she seems fine, but she could betray us at any time. I don’t know whether to throw her out or not. Maybe. I don’t know. I’ll discuss it with the guys. (Of course, I’m throwing her out no matter what.)
It’s been a month with Pheobe with us. She’s really helpful, funny, nice and kinda cute. But Dean walked up to me and Cass and was like, “We need to talk.” Cass said,”About what?” Dean swallowed. Hurry up, fucker.. I thought. he finally spoke. “Pheobe.” he said. “What is there to talk about?” I asked. “I want to throw her out. Of the group.” He said. I was shocked. So was Cass. We both said no. but Dean didn’t care. “I’m throwing her out.” He said. “NO.” I said, sternly. He just pushed me out of the way and talked to Pheobe. He said they were going to the mall. She’s in for a treat.
Yay! Dean said we were going to the mall! I was so excited. But instead of a mall, he took me to an abandoned forest. YAY! My first kiss with him! (Or more.) But boy, was I wrong. Instead, he threw me out of his car (literally) and drove off. He ABANDONED me!! Worst part is, he told me Sam and Cass liked me, and they wanted me to stay!! I was crushed, and I cried for hours…. Eventually, I was out of tears and full of rage. He really should have through this through better… And now… He would pay…