So for the next couple of days I did exactly what Justin told me. I lived in the moment, with him and with my dad.
Everything was so perfect, every day Justin had planned someting special for us. The only bad thing about this vacation was that I only had 3 more days left in Italia. I had do say goodbye to the guy I wad madly in love with and my dad had to go to the hospital immediately. Suddenly I heard my phone, who texted me? Justin was at work so he couldn't be it.
Hi jenn.. I know you probably don't want to talk to me but I just had to say something to you. I miss you Jenn, every single nigjht, every single day. I went to a party last night, and I just went straight back home because you were on my mind. Please just talk to me, come to my house when you're back home again.
Much love, jason
This couldn't be true, jason just texted me? But I thought he never wanted to see me again because he had found another girl. Jason is my exboyfriend, we dated for over 2 years and that were the best 2 years of my life. When suddenly he just left me for another girl, the biggest slut of my school.
I felt so happy, he actually does miss me.. But I have Justin now there was this little voice in my head that said; ' yes you have him now but what are you going to do when you return home? Wait for the next summer so that you finally can see him again?' Omg no I didn't want to think about that, Justin didn't deserve that. So I decided to not reply on the text Jason send me, he had his chance a long time ago.
' honey can you come here for a second? ' my mother said
I went outside to hear what she wanted.
' How are you today? ' she asked
' I'm fine, why are you asking?'
' honey, we are going home thursday and today is monday, I know that you're having a hard time.'
' I'm fine mom, deal with your own business. We only have a year appart, I will survive it.' My mother could me so annoying sometimes, I just wanted her to mind her own business. I never had this problems with dad.. Ant then it suddenly hit me, dad. I only had 3 more days with my dad out of the hospital. Why does he have to be sick he never did anything wrong.
' jenna, come here ' said my dad this time. I immediately went to his room. He was laying on his bed.
' sit down '
I sat next to him and grabbed his hand.
' honey I know that you're having a hard time, and that you're in such a difficult age but being so rude to your mother isn't going to help you. In a couple of weeks you will only have eachother, and I don't want to leave this world knowing that you will fight all the time.'
I just couldn't hold the tears back anymore, so I started cyring very hard.
' I don't know if I will survive without you daddy'
' ofcourse you will princess. Look how far we have come, and you're going to be allright. I promise that I will never leave your side, I'll always be right next to you. When you see a light shining through a window, that will be me.'
Than i hugged him, and we just layed there. We didn't say anything, but it meant the world to me.