14. the ending
The doctors released her from the hospital insisting that I put her in a place were they can help her but I know what they do. I have been to one of those places and i escaped . They didn't help me they made me worse . So no she is not going there I told the doctors . We walked to the car that i just bought . I opened the door for her ,as she stepped in I start to think what if one day I lose her ? Then I just forget it because I will never let that happen . She will always and forever be my angle .
I feel so bad for worrying scout so much . Not knowing he truly loved me in the first place was selfish of me . What the hell is the matter with me I think to myself as we drive down the road back to the hotel . Maybe I am a fuck up just like my father once told me ,but maybe not . You see I really see the world different now . What I mean is that I think life might be OK with just me and scout . We are going to be ok now and I can see it now . When I wanted to take my own life and nearly succeeded I didn't realize how much I mattered to him . I was loved by him in the most extraordinary way and i am so thrilled I know that now . I grabbed scouts hand and he squeezed it tight . Whispering to him I say "We found each other, and I will always be your angle ." He smiled and said to me " Its like you read my mind ". I smiled back at him as he kissed me and then said with a smile . " Lets go home angle ".
from then on that hotel was our home until that one final night !
sorry guys it took me so long to get this last chapter to you guys . thank you for being so patient with me . I love you all be yourself and don't let anyone get in the way . xoxoxo forever