11. Chapter 11
Scout kissed me and then said I love you z and I would do anything for you babe . "Scout . . . .I hesitated for a moment feeling the tears trying to come back out . "Yes" ? he said waiting for my answer . I'm sorry I got you mixed up in this . This's was my problem and I shouldn't have got you in it ." I said to scout as we sat on the bed . Scout looked at me then grabbed me saying " I'm not sorry for anything . I'm glade that I met you and I'm glad that I got into this mess ,because you would problem not be here . I love you zebra and I'm here until the end . " Why did he have to say those a nice things to me ? I'm not worth it , my father was right I'm a bitch and a whore . I don't deserve this treatment . So why does he give it to me ? Is it really because he loves me ?? I crawled into bed and just payed their staring at the ceiling trying not to cry . Scout crawled in with me and wrapped his armed around me . Kissing my me he ran his fingers through my hair . Then we just latex there for a little . Scouts had touched my wrist and he then pulled my sleeve up and kissed my scares . Finally falling asleep after I started having this dream . In my dream I'm standing with scout at an alter . Scout and I are taking vow's . He looked so handsome in his tux as the preacher said do you scout Anthony take zena Isabella to be your awful wedded wife to have and to hold from this day on "?? Scout looked at me with his eyes and said I do . I'm standing there holding his hand wanting to kiss him right now .
Scouts pov ;
My angle tosses and turns' in the night and I wonder sometimes wonder what she is dreaming about . Why did she tell me that I shouldn't have gotten involved ? If I hadn't gotten involved with zena then she would probably be dead . I didn't want zena to die ,if she did I would probably be dead to .
Short chapter guys sorry . I have a lot on my mind lately . Writing on here really helps me with my problems you guys help me every day by reading my chapters so thank you :) I love you all and keep being you ;)