I'll find her. I will, she has to come back to me, I love her. Also she has to be punished for not coming back to me. I remember when I was cutting her skin, blood gushing out, it felt so good. But as soon as I heard footsteps I ran. I caught a glimpse of him though. Jake. That disgusting good for nothing piece of crap kid. He had confronted me about leaving her alone in the past, but I just couldn't do that to my baby, sweet Amy. Her smile that just kills me and her laugh, oh even just thinking about it brings me to tears.
Why wasn't she here with me right now? I had made everything perfect, our old flat new and clean. Pictures of us on the walls. It was all ready, all I needed was her.
I felt my phone ring in my pocket, I looked at who was calling. Great, it was Ashley, ugh.
"Hello?" I said with annoyance in my voice.
"Hey babe, I was calling to let you know that I know where that little brat is." I could tell she didn't like Amy by what she said.
"SHE IS NOT A BRAT, SHE IS PERFECT IF IT WERE ME I'D THINK YOU WERE THE REAL BRAT!!" I shouted trying to defend Amy. It wasn't fair of Ashley to say something like that.
I hated her. She was horrid for leaving Joe. He didn't even do anything mean to her, he only gave her a gift, so she would never forget him. Why would you still like someone like her? She is a brat, she's fat, has no family and is just a cow. See I did say I hated her.
I promised Joe I would find her. So we could get her out of the picture, and I could be with him with no distractions.
I was scared to wake up this morning. I was starting a new collage today and I knew no one there. I was going somewhere that I would be alone. Again.
As I got out of bed, I tripped on my duvet and hit the floor with a big bang. I decided to get rid of the pain by having a shower. I got into the shower, I had spent a good half hour in there. As I got out, I looked into the small yet horrifying mirror. It was all steamed up so I cleaned it with my towel. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I looked and my disgusting scar. It reminded me of everything. ugh. I just wanted to forget, so I dried my hair and put it into two plaits either side of my head and flipped my fringe over to the right after brushing it to the left, it always looked good when I did that. But when I put my hair in plaits I made sure that my scar was covered so no one would see it.
I looked in my wardrobe and found http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/app the perfect outfit.
As I got to the collage, I had to stop and stare. It was huge, I mean massive. I had to shake my head a little because I was so scared.
"LOOK OUT!!" Someone shouted.
I turned around to see who shouted. But as I turned around someone bashed into me and I hit the floor. I hit my head again in the same place I did falling out of bed, and I knew for sure it was going to leave a mark this time. As I got back to reality, a boy with straight purple tinted hair was holding a hand out to me. I took it and got up and cleaned myself off.
"Sorry bout that." He said looking a little shy.
"It's okay, I wasn't looking where I was going." I said while bending over to pick up all myself which I had dropped in the collision. I felt the boy bend down and help me.
"Thank you, but I can pick this stuff up by myself, you know."
"It's fine, i don't mind helping it was partly my fault anyways" He said while scratching the back of his neck nervously. "My name's Alex by the way."
"Hey Alex, my name's Amy, I just joined this collage today, so i'm not very with anything yet."
"Cool, what lesson do you have first? I might be able to help you out."
"I have English first thing."
"Oh that's not too far from my lesson, I've got drama. Hey do you want me to show you English? The lesson should be beginning soon."
"That would be a great help. Thanks Alex." I think I've just found a friend. AHA what am I thinking he wont want to be friends with me. And so making sure my scar was covered I followed Alex to my English lesson. There were so many students here, I couldn't believe I was here. This place was amazing. We arrived at my class just as the bell went for first period.
"Thanks Alex, for all the help." I said giving him a big grin.
"It's okay, just glad I was able to help you out. You looked a bit down so I thought i'd cheer you up by being nice." And with that he had left to go to his lesson.
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