8. He knows its not Niall?
Something's not right here. Niall has been acting strange lately. Niall has been unsure about a lot of stuff and he has also seemed really sad when ever I'm around but when I leave he's happy again. That I knew was meeting that Niall would never do. I pulled Zayn tot the side to talk to him about Niall. "Hey Zayn I have to talk to you about Niall."
Zayn was always my go to guy to talk to if I ever needed a friend when Niall left to go back to Ireland. "Yea sure Harry what's up?" I looked down not sure how to put this into words. "It's Niall. He's been acting strange around me lately. I don't what I should do about it." Zayn looked down a the ground and smiled.
"Harry you just have wait and see if the problem shows its self to you." I took what Zayn said to heart maybe he was right.
I could tell that Harry was starting to figure out that I wasn't the same any more and my mom made it clear that I couldn't let him find out. She said that if he found out that would be very bad like really bad. I looked at the kid named Harry one last time before walking away. I heard Louis calling out to me but I just ignored him. Harry was right I'm not Niall and I am acting strange. Thats all because I don't know who he is. I'm tired of lying to Harry and and his friends and I'm tired of lying to my self.
I ran all the way back home. When I got home I didn't stop either. I kept on running until I was up stairs in my room where I could scream my lungs out for as long as I wanted to. Sadly my mom wasn't going to let me off the hook so easily. She came running up the stairs in a panic. "NIALL!!!! ARE YOU HOME?!! NIALL!!! PLEASE ANSWER ME BABY!!! PLEASE!!!" I could tell that she was on the verge to tears. I guess the school called saying that I left early today and that they were very worried about me and my wear abouts.
I opened my bed room door letting my mom see that I was okay. She ran up to me tears flowing form her eyes now. I went on a limb and told her flat out. "I'm not going back to school mom. I'm not going to lye to Harry any more or my friends. I want Louis, Zayn, and Liam to like me for me. Who ever I used to be mom is gone. He's never coming back okay." She sat down with tears in her eyes now. "I under stand that Honey."