8. chapter seven
"do you feel like a man when you push her around? do you feel better now as she falls to the ground"
i felt beau grab my shoulder after school and i jumped alittle.
"did i scare you?"
"yeah kinda" i giggled.
i saw jade walk down the hall with chris, i was kinda confused but just let it go. chris walked up to me smiling her bitchy ass smile.
"hi Avery, just wanted to say you should SOO use protection next time and maybe NOT do it in the school bathroom thats kind of nasty!"
"chris i am NOT in the mood for your bullshit at all today!"
"awww did beau not like your fat jiggling everywhere during? maybe you should WATCH what you eat"
she laughed her bitchy laugh and walked away with jade. jade turned and flashed me a fake smile. i was so mad why the hell would she do that to me?!? i decided chris was right, i AM fat. im very fat. im tired of it. im just gonna eat less and less food from here out.
Beau invited me over for dinner, i thought it was a good idea considering my mom wasnt home anyways. his mom was in the kitchen when we got home. it smelt so damn good! she was cooking some beef stuff in a mix of carrots, celery, and potatoe's.... i was just thinking of shoving all the food in my mouth when i remembered what chris said to me. i suddenly lost my appetite. i didnt want to be rude and not eat it but, i dont want to gain anymore weight. me and beau sat down while his mom was telling me about how they moved because her and beaus dad got a divorce. she said she has two other sons twins actually and they wanted to stay with there dad because their friends where there. she said they come and visit in weekends sometimes but beau never visits his dad. he hates his dad. finally she said in excitement
"dinners done!!" and smiled her beautiful smile.
we ate dinner and i felt stuffed. i guess i had to start this eating thing tomorow considering i just ate ALOT of food. i felt so fat! beaus mom worked night work and left around seven
"wanna sleep over my mom wont get back until around 8 in the morning so well be gone by then"
i giggled and blushed a little