I get up to walk back to the house.
While I am walking away I hear Caitlyn start crying.
It takes me about 2 hours to get back to the house because I chose to take my time so I could think about why I said what I said to Caitlyn and if it was a good idea or not.
When I get to the house I walk in and everyone is eyeballing me like I did something wrong.
They shouldn't be doing that to me they should do that to Caitlyn she is the reason this all happened.
I just ignore it and walk to my room.
I open the door quietly and slowly.
When I walk in I notice that Caitlyn in scrunched up in a ball with her head in her knees and I could hear her crying.
I cough to get her attention.
She looks up and I say "I'm gonna go sleep in the guest room."
She keeps staring at me.
I walked over to my dresser and got some boxers and shirt and some pajama bottoms.
Right before I open the door to leave she says "Please..... Don't leave....Can we talk."
I look back at her and say "What is there to talk about. What I said is what I meant nothing is gonna change that but you can try."
I walk back over to the bed and sit in front of her.
We both stare at each other for what seemed like forever but in reality it was 5 minutes. I kept looking at her and she says "Zayn please forgive me...... I didn't mean to kiss him I thought he was you and I was drunk and..... I love you and only you no one else.. I never meant to hurt you... Please can you give me one more chance."
I stare at her beautiful blue eyes and then say "Caitlyn I'll give you one more chance but you have to promise me you won't ever hurt me again like that."
She looks at me and nods then she jumps into my arms and I start making out with her.
She starts to pull off my shirt and I start to unzip her dress.
You can guess what happens next.