29. stay with me
" im getting a nurse" louis said pulling away from me. "no" i whimpered wrapping my limp arms around his torso. i hid my head in his chest and cried. "stay with me" he instantly pulled me closer and rubbed my back cooing me. "its alright love' he said, voice shaking a bit from his own crying. he pulled his fingers threw my hair continuing to shush me. I snuggled in closer to his chest and looked at him. "lou" i whispered "yeah love" he mumbled pushing a strand of hair out my eyes and continuing to play with the rest of my blond mess. " are you mad at me?" i asked, bottom lip quivering.i watched as he looked at me confused "no, why would i be mad at you" i sniffled and put my head down, pulling my arms away from him and running a finger over the bloody bandages. "because i did this" i pointed at the bandages. louis cupped cheeks, tilting my head up to look at him. our eyes met and a single tear rolled down my cheek, making him wipe it away with his thumb. he shakes his head at me and leaned down, kissing my forehead softly. "i cant be mad at you" he said giving me a slight smile, i tried my best to give one back but all of a sudden a pinching pain rolls up my spine, making me hiss. my spine arched and my head flew back and with out even realizing i let out a painful screech. my head flung forward again and i instantly started coughing. splatters of blood drenching my white sheets. i look over to louis as blood runs down my chin and my body starts shaking, loud beeps run through the room from the machine next to me, signalling that something was wrong. i feel my arms start to get wet making me look down. the bandages on my arm were soaked in blood, so much they weren't even white anymore. my whole body starts twitching and hot tears run down my cheeks, or at least i think they were tears.my whole body flung back onto the bed as i start to twitch more, my legs were kicking and arms were flailing around and i couldn't make it stop. in continued on for another minute or so until i felt something stick into my neck. and suddenly, it all stopped, i flopped onto the bed calmly and still taking a gasp for air as it all went black.