I woke up in what felt like a daze, i could feel sheets under me and I could hear voices. Although the voices sounded weird and kind of distorted, like I was underwater. I didn't like the feeling it made me angry, it felt like I was about to wake up, almost there but not there yet, like I was trapped in the little space in between. What the hell is going on? I tried to wake up to the fullest countless times but never actually made it, I started getting frustrated, when I got the idea to completely go back to sleep. After countless times of trying that I was pissed, nothing was working. I'm just going to be in this confusing daze all my life aren't i? My thoughts were suddenly calmed as a light squeeze came to my hand. I couldn't tell what was going on and I was still kind of stressed at the situation but the gesture calmed me, in some way.
They pulled the unconscious girl from my protective death grip and placed her on a gurney. I watched them push her out of sight, making the uncontrollable tears fall harder down my cheeks. I put my head in my hands and continued to cry, wishing that I had stayed with her, that I never let her leave. I felt a small hand on my shoulder and could hear a woman's voice from above me. " would you like to come with us sir" she asked being carful not to upset me more than I already was. I nodded quickly and hopped to my feet, fallowing the nurse out to the ambulance. I held Ashton's hand the whole way to the hospital, being as gentle as possible so I wouldn't hurt her any more. She looked so small and fragile, like the smallest touch could leave her in bruises. The nurses scattered around the ambulance, hooking Ashton up in all different wires. They made her look more sick and in pain. I tried to stay calm, but it was hard with all the yelling, especially because they were all yells about how bad Ashton's arms and stomach were.
When we got to the hospital the spent no time pulling Ashton away and straight into the E.R. I tried to go with them but they wouldn't let me, no matter how hard I tried to convince them other wise. I was sent into the waiting room were I paced back and forth pulling my fingers threw my hair and crying hysterically. I hate crying, I feel like such a girl when I cry, I want Ashton she's the only one that could make me feel better, she always does. Just by looking at me or cuddling in my arms, even when I'm comforting her she returns the favor with just her presents. The nurse from behind the desk walked up to me " sir is there anything I can do to help" she asked referring to my crying. I shook my head trying my best to ignore her , though I could tell she wasn't just gonna sit around and do nothing."come with me I'll get you some water" not wanting to argue I nodded my head and fallowed her as she lead me down a small hallway. She brought me into a small room which only had a hospital bed, computer, and sink with little thing like tongue depressors and cotton swabs in jars along the sides. She sat me down on the bed and walked over to the sink, opening one of the cabinets and pulling out a plastic cup. She filled it with water and handed it to me, then walked over to the computer and started typing in the password. " who are you in for hun" she asked opening up a window with the hospital logo on it. I told her Ashton's full name and watched as she typed it into the computer. I file with Ashton's name popped up with a full description of her injuries, every slot was full minus the cause. " can you tell me what happened?" She asked skimming threw the long paragraph on the screen. I told her everything, from what happened with her dad, her self harm, to what happened in the bathroom before. She wrote everything down, but had to make me stop every once and a while to tell me to calm down and drink more water because I was crying so hard you couldn't understand what I was saying. When I was done she got up and filled my cup back up with water " I have to speak with some people I'll be right back" she said opening up the door, before she could close it I said " is she going to be ok" the nurse made her lips flat " I wish I could say yes but, I'm really not sure"
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