I woke up in a hospital room, mom was next to me, but she was asleep it was about 3:00 am. Last time I checked it was 9 am, I didn't know what was going on all I knew was that Chris was not with me anymore his not going to see our child grow up. I saw my mom waking up her eyes widen when she saw me awake, "How could you? I know about you being pregnant didn't your father and I give you everything?". I just looked at her anger turned in sadness, because I started to cry she kissed my forehead and hugged me. "Everything is OK honey , but I have bad news" she said,"What is it?." You had a miscarriage the news about Chris surprised you a lot and you lost the baby".
During the night my mom had went to go get coffee I looked outside the stars were brights but there were two that caught my attention one was big and the other one was small. I thought to my self why me i lost the love of my life and my baby why me i fell asleep again .I heard the door opened but I kept my eyes closed, I heard talking it was my mom and Borris then I slowly open my eyes "Hey sleepy head" Borris said I smiled "they will always take care of you" He kissed my forehead then he sat in my bed and he handed me a little red box I opened it and this ring was inside udejewelry.com/outsource/rings/New/UDE/UDE242N/50395a.jpg. my mouth dropped it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, I looked at Borris " when is Chris's funeral I asked him he frowned and he said Wensday @12:00pm". Then the doctor walked in" How is our patient?'' I smiled and said I was fine ''when can I leave doctor?'' I asked Today!!! he said. We got home and my parents helped me to my room. My room was full of pictures of Chris and I, it was hurtful just thinking that I was never going to see Chris. I felt like I was alone I had nobody to talk to my best friend Isabel was in New York she might already know what happened she hasn't call but I'm not angry I dont have time to think about this. I gathered all the pictures that I had in my room I was wondering why god did this to me? why did he have to take my Boyfriend and my baby? Was I really that bad of a daughter? a lot of things were going on in my mind I don't know if I was going to be able to fall in love with somebody else. I just wanted to die, but I didn't have nothing I just laid on my bed crying Just looked at pictures of Chris.