It's been a while since that incident with Liam and Tony. I was walking out to the balcony to have a smoke. I walked across to get to Lou's apartment cause he was just getting here when I saw Liam barged into Tony's apartment. He walked straight into her room and she had to practically run after him. He started pacing in her room as she talked. He stopped for a second and looked up at her. He walked straight up to her grabbed her face and smashed his lips onto hers. You could tell that she was surprised at first but for a second or two she kissed back cause on the third second her boyfriend was walking in.
It's been a couple weeks now and Liam has been trying to avoid Tony at all cost. He wont look at her and he wont speak or interact with her. Wren and Sophia have noticed but they never bothered to say anything. Every time they asked Tony what was going on all she said was "I think he and his sister had another fall out." Great, now even Liam made a liar out of her.
I finished getting ready and we were making our way over to the cafeteria. We started to go later than usual because Tony goes in the early morning and Liam can't be in the same room as her. We went to the cafeteria and we sat down in our usual spot. We were all already eating. Liam Niall and Harry had their backs towards the door and Louis and I were sitting across from them so We were facing the door as well.
"So, have either of you gone to the new mall the opened up just a couple weeks ago.?" Louis chimed in. I guess Eleanor was working there now so he was super excited and he wouldn't stop talking about it.
"Louis that mall doesn't open until Friday. We still have two days to go.!" Niall was irritated with Louis' talk about the mall. To be honest we all were.
"Actually Niall it opens on Sunday but we get to go to the grand opening because of Eleanor so You're welcome." He sassed back and yeah Niall shushed his lips and went straight to eating. I gave a small gesture to Harry and Louis so they'll look over to the door. Tony was barely walking in. She grabbed a tray and walked over to the buffet. She grabbed 3 cookies, her fruit salad and apple juice and a banana.
"Hey Tony.!!" Louis yelled across the cafeteria. Liam's face froze right in between his bite he kept his mouth shut on that sandwich and didn't move a muscle. Tony hesitated before walking over but she did. As soon as she did Liam scoot his chair out and excused himself from the table. Tony's face automatically dropped and she kept her eyes glued to the floor as she fiddled with her fingers. I can't let Liam make her feel like this.
I walked into the apartment to see Liam sitting against the wall inside our closet. The thin wall that divides him from Tony. He was just staring at nothing.
"What are you feeling.?" Liam didn't move of flinch or breathe. "Liam, I need you to be honest with me. Please just tell me what's going on." He didn't move so I sat across from him. His eyes finally moved from the wall to me.
"What I am feeling.? Well lets see. I kissed her on the day she committed herself to a nice guy. Then I left her there and I haven't nor will I talk to her since... How do you think I feel." He said that last question with anger.
I wanted to punch something or someone. I was angry. Angry at myself for letting stupid thoughts get the nest of me. I just left her there. I am giving up on her. How could I do that.
"Liam. You need to fix this." Zayn didn't take his eyes off of me. He was right.
"I would like to. I really would but can you please explain to me how.? How can I tell her that I am sorry for stealing that kiss from her.? And I am sorry for blaming it on her.? Sorry for Ignoring her and then not even bothering to say her name.? How can I Zayn.? Please tell me because this isn't fair to me."
"I can't believe you just said that." Zayn had that You've-got-to-be-fuckin-kidding-me tone. I was confused what is his aim.?
"Did you ever stop to think how this is for her.? She feels like shit because she doesn't understand what happened that night. She feels like shit because you made her lie to her boyfriend. ON THEIR FIRST FUCKIN NIGHT AS A COUPLE.!! And now you're ignoring her as if this was her fault and YOU are mad at HER because she can't respond to you the way you'd like. So please don't make yourself the victim here Liam. YOU owe HER. not the other way around." He stormed out and one tear shed from eye. He's right. I feel like this cause this is how she probably feels. Why is she not mad at me. THAT is what I don't understand.
I was sitting on the built in bed type thing I have in my library. The thing I love most about this pent house is it is surrounded by glass walls. Sort of. The ones that connected the building to the outside were all glass. The ones that separated the rooms were regular standard walls. I was about to finish the 19th chapter of Fifty Shades Freed when my 'buddy' decided to show up-note the sarcasm.
I looked over to the glass and I see a very nervous and concerned Liam knocking on the glass and still managing to not look up at me. Joy.! I put my bookmark back in there and I closed the book setting it on the sofa in the library. I went over to the door and I opened it.
"Can I help you.?" I didn't step aside but I did take one step back. I decided to keep my distance. He pretty much pushed me aside and allowed himself in. I just turned to look at him in confusion but he proceeded with what he was doing. He kept walking around the library looking at all my books. I closed the door and I stepped in still keeping my distance and still observing.
"The Great Gatsby. Good Book. Have you read it.?" He pulled the book out and examined it.
"Yes I have. I enjoy Fitzgerald. You read.?" He looked up at me and put the book back before shaking his head. He doesn't read.
"No I went to see the movie when it came out." Well. At least he was honest.
"Well. I am not to surprised." I examined his eyes while I still could. he actually made eye contact with me. "So what are you here to talk about.?"
"What makes you think I am here to talk about something.?" I gave him that You've-got-to-be-kidding-me look and he put his hands up in defense.
"Okay fine I'm uh- I'm here to apologize to you. I was a jerk and I am sorry." He was about to explain to me but it was in both our best interest if we left it at an apology.
"I've been acting completely out of line and that nig-"
"Liam no- I forgive you. It's okay, we're cool. Why not leave it at that. I honestly do forgive you and it's okay I am not one to hold a grudge you don't owe me an explanation."
"An explanation for what.?" I turned around and I saw Wren with furrowed eye brows standing at my library door. Who let him in the house.?
"Hey babe." I went up to him and I kissed him. Liam awkwardly stood there and Wren smiled and he followed me deeper into the library. He saw my Fifty Shades Trilogy and a smirk grew on his face and he laughed.
"What are laughing at.?" He looked at me and showed me my book.
"You read porn babe.?" He ask as he pointed to the title.
"Why does everyone say that. It's a good book it's a love story you should really read it sometime." I suggested to the both of them. I could tell Liam was very uncomfortable so I changed the topic and Wren kept it going.
"I'll read it if I ever want to masturbate." He joked with Liam
"Yeah I know right." Liam joined in and now I was the one feeling uncomfortable.
"You guys are sick.!" They both laughed..
"Well I'll leave you two love birds alone and I'll go call Sophia." He hugged me and shook Wren hands.
"Laters man, Bye Tony."
"Bye Liam." I waved him away.
"Laters Liam." Liam started to leave and then Wren called him back. "Oh wait Liam.?" Liam turned back again and faced him.
"What explanation did you owe my girlfriend.?" Such a simple question with such Complicated answers.