When I first met, or should I say saw, Niall, at school, I never thought about having a relationship with him. We were always just...friends. More like brother and sister. I did love him though. Very much. But I don't know how much I love him. I spend nearly every day of my life with him; most of the time we just mess around. And I can't live without him. Without him, theres no me.
"I love you." He whispered, pulling back "Please be my girlfriend?" Was I hearing things!? Did he just say what I thought he said?
"Me?" I reassured, thinking maybe I had just thought what he had just said.
"Yes, you, my princess. Who else would it be?" he smiled, tucking a strand of hair behind me ear. I blushed, feeling embarrassed for myself.
"eh, no need to blush, love. But it's true, I love you so much, you will never understand how much. It's you, who I want to kiss all day, and cuddle all night. It's you, who's perfect to me, and all my questions, they all add up to you. I'm in love with you, so much, Skylar, you will never understand. So please, Sky, please be my girlfriend, and I promise I'll love you with all my heart"
This was the sweetest thing I have ever heard Niall say. I never knew he felt this bad for me. Like, I do have feelings for him, but I'm not sure if I'm ready for a relationship with him at the moment, even though how much I love him. I was truely madly deeply in love with him.
"eh, Niall, I don't think I'm ready for a relationship with you" I mumbled, looking down at the table and started playing with my food. But I did, for some reason, because I loved him.
"What did you say?" He shrieked; I think either he didn't hear what I had said because I was too quiet for him, or he knew what I had said and wanted me to change my answer when I tell him again. So the I decided to change my mind about it, because like I had said before, I was truly madly deeply in love with him.
"Niall, I will love too!" I whispered, looking up at him at the otherside of the table,while blushing a little. He frowned first, because he knew that I said something different, but then it turned into a huge smile. "I love you, NiIaller" I whispered.
"Ah, Sky! You have no idea how happy I am. I love you too!" he says, standing up from his chair, as he has already finished his food, and gave me a huge hug, and a kiss on the cheek. The smell of his jumper from when he was leaning over me was like heavan; I could literally sleep in it all day.
When I had finished my meal, we had dessert and then left the restaurant hand in hand, walked to his car, and drove away. He kept hold of my hand while he was driving, which may seem quite dangerous, but he contolled it alright.
"er babe?" he asked, with his eyes focused on the road ahead of us.
"Yeah, Ni?" replied to him, looking up at him. He tilted his head every-so-often to look at me.
"Do you, maybe, wanna er, sle-e-ep at mi-n-ne tonight?" he stuttered, then his cheecks glowing bright read.
"Sure, Niall. And you know, you don't have to be embarressed" I giggled, squeezing his hand a little.
He half smiled, and said "Ok, thats great then! Shall I drive you back to your place so you can get you things for tonight?"
"Yeah, thanks Ni, if you wouldn't mind"
"Of course I don't mind, babe" he giggled.
We laughed and talked the whole journey home. Even played eye-spy!
I walked out of my house, after locking the door, with my bag in my hand with all my things I needed for tonight - pyjamas, toothbrush, toothpaste, spare underwear and all the other things us girls need!
"You got everything?" Niall asked, as I jumped into the seat next to him.
"Yep, sure I have" I replied, nodding.
"Okay, baby. Let's go then" he said, turning the car around to go the other way.
Niall's little apartment was really cute! It was big enough for a little family of 3 to live here, which is quite strange actually. All his walls were painted a light green colour, and he had the Ireland flag up on one of the walls. Turning round the corner, he had a whole wall full of guitars. I didn't know he could play a guitar!
"Niall! I didn' know you could play a guitar!" I yelled in a calm tone, making him jump and turn around.
"oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, love, I play a guitar" he laughed, coming up to me and givivng me a hug, then kissing me passionately on the lips, with his huge warm hands holding my head up. And thats when it happened. Where everything started to get out of control. He walked towards him room, pulling me along with him, still kissing me, and when he reached it, he pushed me down onto his bed, took his t-shirt off, and lay ontop of me. And I kinda guess what you think happened next.
"I love you so much, Skylar" he said, breathing heavily, then kissing me neck.
Guysss I won't be updating for a while, probably for about 2 weeks, because I'm also writing this book on Wattpad, and I'm one chapter ahead on that , so I'll be working on that one for a while, but you can read it on Wattpad if ya wanted to(: lovee you guyyys<3