I'll Never Be But A Singer, Song Writer

There is a boy named Harry Styles, what can I say I love him, but I'll never meet him, it's his birthday soon, I guess I'll just watch all of those tweets his fans send as he replies, but he'll never reply to me. I'll just do one thing I'm good at, which is writing him a song, but do you think he'll even listen to it?.
If you want to know what will happen please continue reading


5. Chapter 4



                                                        Mandy's p.o.v 

     I am making my way to Harry, oh god is it really happening? like me meeting Harry it's just like a dream come true. I am feeling the adrenaline flush through my body as I a getting closer and closer, and finally we are face to face.


     Julie leaves both of us alone, I wanted to say something but Harry said " you should have shook your booty up there it would have been more fun " then took a sip of his drink, and my smile turned into a frown, did Harry just say that? " uhh excuse me? " I said " well you heard me it was boring " he answered, what the fuck? that's the Harry I know? well it sure isn't. " and the song didn't really mean anything it's jus like two words put together, you suck at writing songs. This wasn't really Simon's best choice " I just didn't respond I didn't really know what to say. Ugh he is such an asshoul knew that he was too good to be true.


    After Harry's inappropriate conversation I searched for Julie and walked to where she was, she apparently was with the rest of One Direction, I just hope they're not like Harry.


   I nudged Julie's shoulder just for her to see that I was there " oh hey Mandy " said Julie, and the I got greeted by the boys singing hello to me, I giggled and turned my face to the side " hey Julie what you did there was awesome, I loved the song. You are a great songwriter " said Niall while pointing to the stage " AW thanks but it wasn't really good I guess it was okay I don't know " I said " OKAY?! " Louis jumped in, well he sure is loud " yeah it was okay " I answered while laughing " well then you're an idiot you were more than okay you were fantastic, seriously I'm not kidding, one of the best performances I have ever seen in my life " Louis said again ad I thanked him while blushing.


     We kept on talking for a while me, Julie, and the boys, Harry not included I don't really know where he was, I'm thanking god that the rest of the boys aren't like Harry. " Mandy why aren't you with Harry? " Julie asked " well lets just say that he isn't what he seems to be " I answered " you'll tell me later okay? " Julie said and I nodded.


     The party was finally over, a lot of celebrities said hello to me and talked a bit. I was really excited that I could just do anything without even thinking I was too happy to think. " We should hang out sometime eh? " asked Zayn I nodded hugging him and the rest of the boys saying goodbye, but I sensed that when I hugged Niall he gave me a piece of paper and said " that's our hotel and phone number " I thanked him and hugged him again, I waved to the boys as I saw them walking out of the place. Me and Julie left the party when it ended and got back to our hotel.


     Finally we're back to the hotel, and changed our clothes " so what's up with this Harry guy? one day you're all over him and today is like you don't want to even look at him " Julie asked " well let's just say he's a fucking asshoul, I don't think I like him anymore, not just think I totally don't like him. I don't even know why I wrote him a song I just want to rewind everything and not write the song " I simply answered " oh honey, I'm so sorry, I just wish I knew that before " she said and came and hugged me, I hugged and held her tight.


       It has been a couple of days, and we were still in London, Simon called me and told me that he wanted me to be in his office as soon as I can, he has big news to tell me. Me and Julie got dressed and went to the car that's gonna drive us to Simons office.


      We got to Simon's office to see One Direction there, I nodded my head at them as a hello they nodded back, and with me ignoring Harry I sat on the chair and said hello to Simon and he said it back. Simon started talking " so I have been thinking since Mandy and the boys got along well at the party that they should go on tour together " Harry was drinking a coffee and he spit it out saying " WHAT?! " I was thinking the same thing I mean I like the other boys but I can't be near Harry. " Excuse me what? " I asked Simon while I was shocked, the rest of the boys seemed to b happy but me and Harry " well yeah it would be great publicity and people will know you more " Simon said. After arguing for what seemed like an hour Simon said his final word " you both are going on tour together whether you like it or not, you both have a contract with my company so you both do what I say, and that's final. " and he got up and left us all in the room.


     " Yaaayyyyyy Mandy you're going on tour with us " Niall said and jumped to hug me, I was laughing hysterically " yes Niall I am " I said and Niall backed away and sat back down, and the I continued saying " it's not that I don't want to go on tour with you, I like you guys but it's just because of someone " " yeah me, and I don't want you either, I don't know why you even became famous, your song was like seriously the worst song ever " Harry said, everyone that was sitting there had there mouths wide open. I actually wanted to cry why was he a jerk? I just wrote him a song and it came from my heart and that's what he said ugh.


     " Why are you being such a jerk to her Harry? " Louis asked while smacking Harry's head " it's just that she just wants to be famous I bet she didn't even write the story, you know what Mandy fuck you okay? " he said " well I know you want to but sorry you won't be getting any " I answered, everyone had a shocked expression on their faces and were saying ' oohh ' and ' snap ' and stuff like that, Harry just stormed out of the room.


    " What's up with him? " Liam asked I just shook my head saying I don't know, I sure didn't like Harry anymore I seriously did nothing to him, but forget about him for a minute I'm going to go on tour with ONE DIRECTION ahhhhhh I am so fangirling right now.


     Today is the first day of the tour, I am so excited I can't stop screaming, damn they have lots of fans, but what if they don't like me? oh no. I have been recording songs so I could sing them at concerts, an I was the opening act so that put much pressure on me, everyone were trying to calm m down I wasn't really good with crowds I just never really performed in front of that much people.


     It is my turn I jut need to do this, it's what I always wanted to do I don't have to hide anymore, I just have to do this. I got on stage grabbed the mic an the music started playing I was going to sing Skyscraper ( it's originally by Demi Lovato )


~~Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
 Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
 Do you have to make me feel like, there's nothing left of me?

 You can take everything I have
 You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
 Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

 As the smoke clears
 I awaken and untangle you from me
 Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows, still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet

 You can take everything I have
 You can break everything I am
 Like I'm made of glass
 Like I'm made of paper
 Go on and try to tear me down
 I will be rising from the ground
 Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

 Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
 Watch you disappear yeah
 Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
 But I'm closer to the clouds up here

 You can take everything I have
 You can break everything I am
 Like I'm made of glass
 Like I'm made of paper
 Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
 Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
 Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
 Like a skyscraper


    I finally sang it and everyone cheered, I bowed and then the boys came out, I was heading backstage when I bumped into someone that someone said sorry, but when he saw it was me he actually pushed me and went on stage with the boys, well it was Harry.


     I ran backstage to Julie who was jumping like crazy I never sang my songs to anyone the ones I recorded I want to keep them a surprise " that was awesome, damn girl you're famous, and the crowd loved you, you're talented. How come you never told me about you singing? " I just shrugged.


     The concert was great I performed a couple of times it was nice, I didn't perform al of my songs I maybe performed one of my own and the rest were for other people who are famous, we are now in the tour bus it's quite big not that big cause it has to fit a lot of people, it's nice I like it.


      We are half way through the tour, and we are now doing sound check before the concert, there are lots of fans and when I hear one of them calling my name I just go up to them and sign things and take pictures with them, it is really great.


     Harry has been treating me like always just being a jerk. So lets forget about him and continue with the fans as I am going through them I saw a face that I never wanted to see, Marcus. Oh no this can't be happening how did he find me, I never go to sound check when people are around and the first time I do it I see Marcus " what the hell are you doing here? " I say to him " I just wanted to check up on you, I love you I want us to be together again " he said " after what you did no, just go away " I said while the tears started to form in my eyes I just ran away to the tour bus and started remembering last nights conversation.



       My phone started ringing I looked at the screen to see Marcus' name ugh not again, he has been calling me non-stop I picked up and said

' hello '  

' hey Mandy, what's up? '

' seriously?. What do you want Marcus? '

' what can't I call my girlfriend? '

' I'm not your girlfriend just stop it, I broke up with you '

' but I want to see you, tell me where you are, I know tomorrow you have sound check, so how about we see each other tomorrow? '

' no I never want to see you ever again, and no I won't go to sound check '

' but come on, don't you remember forever and always? '

' well I guess forever wasn't as long as we hoped it would be '


                                                   END OF FLASHBACK


     I just can't really believe he found me. I was crying my eyes out when I heard the door of the bus open " go away Julie, I don't want to talk about it " " it's not Julie, it's Harry " ugh I know he's gonna make fun of me or something " and what do you want? You want to laugh at me go ahead " " no I don't I am here to apologize " HE WHAT?!.



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