This is the first summer I've ever spent without Liam. He is on tour with his band One Direction. It hasn't been easy without him, he makes my life so much better. We've been friends for as long as I can remember we laugh all the time and we've had so many wonderful memories. He invited me to go on tour with him, but he also invited his girlfriend, Sophia. I didn't want to make things awkward with her, so I stayed home with my Mom. I have always loved Liam and I really wish I was his girlfriend, I've been jealous of Sophia ever since they started dating. There are so many reasons he would want to date her, yes, I know, she's beautiful. She has beautiful brown hair and lovely golden eyes. Liam has every reason to love her. I just wish he would look right in front of him and realize who the right girl for him really is (me). It will take time, I know, but I really want him to love me.
I feel bad that Ella has to spend her summer without a friend, but I tried inviting her on tour, she said no and I'm stressing over why she said that, I was honestly expecting a yes. Maybe she was just nervous, touring with a famous band can be tough. I plan on asking her again when I go to say bye later today. I really hope she changes her mind. "Liam, where are the spoons?" asked Sophia, who was really hoping for some cereal. "I don't have any spoons." I yelled. "Why not?" she argued. "Babe we've been over this a thousand times, I'M AFRAID OF SPOONS!." I yelled hoping she would finally understand. ''Okay geez." she sighed. Sophia doesn't really understand like Ella does which is weird cause I'm dating her. I think it would be weird dating my life-long best friend.