I should've known that being a stylist to four hot lads would be hard. Especially since I had a likeness towards Louis the moment I laid my eyes on him. I should've said no but now I can't. I need to talk to Perrie.
I dial her number and she picks up on the second ring.
"What's wrong?" She immediately asks. Am I that predictable?
"Why would you assume something's wrong?" I ask nervously.
"Diana, I know when somethings wrong. You wouldn't call for no reason"
"How do you know I wasn't just calling to say how much I miss my best friend?"
"You've been gone a week and I can tell by your voice that something's wrong"
"So what happened?"
"I kissed s-"
"YOU KISSED SOMEONE!!" She screams clearly shocked.
"Yeah, but it didn't mean anything!" I feel so dirty and disgusting. How could I do that to Charles. I love him and something like this would surely break his heart.
"Why?! How did it happen?! Tell me!!!"
"Well.... I was in the dressing room get the lads clothes and one of them came in....."
"I should probably tell you something before I continue the story."
"And that is?"
"Well this particular lad, I was very fond of him before I met Charles and left Homes Chapel."
"Really? So what happened after he walked in the room?"
"Well we just started talking and he made jokes. I then told him that he had to get ready and then he pulled off his shirt while I was handing him the other shirt......."
"I don't know what came over me I just kissed him and we just started to....."
"So what your telling me is that you made out with him?"
"Yeah. I wanted to ask what should I do?"
"Are or do you want to tell Charles?"
"I don't know. I don't want to but what if he finds out"
"Why did you kiss the him?"
"I..... I don't know why"
"Do have feelings for him still?"
"I..." I'm cut off by all the boys entering the room.
"I'm going to have to call you back Perrie" I end the call and set my phone done.
"Who was that?" Harry asks
"Just my best friend, Perrrie."
"I thought I was your best friend" Louis stands from he's seat and begins to fake cry, pretending to be offended. Wow his behavior changes quickly. I'm just glad he isn't making it awkward. We all of us just laugh at his remark and I hand the boys there clothing as they undress in front if me but I don't pay attention and let them do there business. When there done they exit for there interview.
I decide to call Charles. Maybe it will make it less awkward if I talk to him. I'm not going to tell him though. I know it's wrong but what I did was a mistake. I press hi contact and after three rings he picks up.
"Hi" I don't know what to say.
"So? Why are you calling love?" He sounds somewhat in a hurry but I brush it off I just really need to talk to him.
"I just wanted to say I really miss you and REALLY love you" I say putting emphasis on the really.
"I miss you to babe, but I'm with a client right now. I'll talk to you later. Ok?" That makes sense since Charles was a realtor which meant he was always meeting with clients.
"Ok. I love you"
"You too." He ends the call right away. I guess he was really busy.
"Was that her?" Tiffany calls from the bed.
"Yeah." I respond. "Now. Where were we?" I say as I slip next to her naked, and wet body.
"Well....." She gets up and lays on to me and begins to kiss my bare chest making her way to my v-line. This is going to be fun......
"I don't know girls. I have a feeling Diana isn't telling me something about her predicament" I'm pacing around the room while the girls just look at me.
"I think you may just be overreacting Perrie. Diana did say it didn't mean anything right?" Jade sends me a concerned look.
"Yes but the way she acted just doesn't convince me"
"Maybe you should go check on her. You now go visit her." Jesy suggests.
"What? I can't just show up at there hotel. I have to do things to do here with you girls too."
"We finished everything and we have a free month. Just ask her if its okay" Leigh sends me hopeful smile.
"Okay I'll call her and ask" I pull out my phone and dial her number. She picks up on the first ring.
I set my phone down after Charles hung up. I need to think things over. Thinking over Perrie's questions. Why did I kiss Louis? Did I still have feelings for him. I can't possibly have any feelings for him. I met him only three times and only really known him for a week I've been here with the boys. These couple moments with him can't overpower the feelings I have grown for Charles for the past months. Can they? No. I love Charles and kissing Louis was a BIG mistake. But.... If it was such a big mistake though, why did I love it so much? I shouldn't be feeling this way if I really hated what I did. Do I really hate what I did? I honestly don't think so....... Which just makes things a hell of a lot worse.
My phone rings and immediately answer without looking who it is.
"Hello" I speak.
"Hey Diana, I just wanted to ask you something." It's Perrie.
"Would you mind if I came to visit for a week or so?" Perrie wants to come!!!! That would be great!! I really have now one except Harry and I guess the rest of the boys since I don't get along with the older staff.
"Yeah! Of course Perrie! That would be great!" I scream into my phone.
"Really?!" She's sounds equally as happy as me.
"When are you coming?"
"I don't know what would be a good time?"
"Well the boys don't leave to America until a month, so right now would be great actually!"
"Great! I'll try and meet up with you in the next two days!"
"Smashing! I'll message you the information of where we are!"
"Can't wait to see you! Bye!" I end the call and message Perrie the information, then set my phone down right as the boys walk in.
"Did it go well?"
"Wonderful!" Liam replies as the other boys just nod. There's a really awkward silence and I can see out the corner of my eye Louis staring at me. I get up and walk out of the room and head to my room. I lay on my bed and just stare at the ceiling and drift off to sleep.
*2 days later*
I help Perrie carry her bags to my room and set them down. We sit down and turn the tellie on. After a few minutes Perrie asks me a question.
"Are you ok? How are you handling things?"
"I'm doing alright. I don't allow myself to be in a room alone with him and he acts if nothing happen"
"So when do I get to meet the him and the rest of the boys?"
"We could go now if you want? There just in there massive room eating and playing video games."
"Lets go!" She jumps up and pulls my arm and drags me out the room. We walk down the hall and head up the elevator and make our way to there room. Once we reach the door I knock and Harry opens it.
"Hey Haz!" He smiles and just give me a head and a kiss on the cheek. He releases and turns his attention towards Perrie.
"And who is this?" He grabs Perrie's hand and places a kiss on it. Perrie just rolls her eyes and pulls her hand away. I giggle and Harry looks at me again.
"Harry this is Perrie. Perrie this is my cousin Harry."
"So this is the cousin you say you can't stand and wish you could pull his hair out....." I just smile and nod. Harry rolls his eyes and lets us in. I can see Perrie's eyes scan all the boys as soon as we take a seat.
"Is it the one with black hair? He's really cute!" She whispers in my ear.
"No, that's Zayn. Louis is right there." I point to him.
"Would you ladies care for a drink?" Liam asks. We simply shake are heads and I then introduce the boys to Perrie. If was awkward when it got to Zayn though. They just stood there shaking hands as they held each others gaze for which seemed like forever.
"Well we finished playing the Xbox. What do you lads want to do?" Niall asks.
"TRUTH OR DARE!" Louis screams.
"Okay!" Perrie eagerly replies.
What is she going to do?
This is the perfect opportunity to get answers.