That just happenned. Oh yea, I definately just kissed Chloe. I wonder if she felt that sparks that I felt. It was absolutely incredible. It just felt right. I don't know if I'm going to be able to stay away from her for much longer. I know I always leave her wanting more, except now I want more...... Oh no. I can't be getting soft, no it's too early. She still doesn't know about my past. How am I supposed to tell her now? I need to tell her before anything else happens. Well, maybe it can wait? Yea it can wait. I'll find the tume to tell her, just not anytime soon.
I lay down on my bed, not knowing what to do. It's not like I have any plans tonight. Wait, wasn't there a party tonight somewhere on campus? Damn, I can't remember. I pull out my phone and text my buddy Josh, asking him if there was something going on tonight. I know I just moved here, but I met this kid Josh at this crappy bar they have here, and turns out he goes to this school too, sovwe traded contacts and he lets me know when something interesting is going on in this boring town.
*Hey man, anything going on tonight? Bored as hell*
I sent the message and a fee minutes later he buzzed back.
* Yea man, party on 5th. The whole schools here. Jump your ass over here, bring a chick*
Sweet, at least there's something to do tonight. But bring a chick? Maybe he was just joking. Who would I bring anyway? Maybe Chloe? I don't even know if she likes parties. I don't know if I even want to bring her. It gets pretty crazy at these parties, and a lot of shit happens. But I really want to see her. Ugh. Ok fine I'll take her.
I get up and put on a fresh shirt, tossing a beanie on my head before grabbing my keys and going across the hall to Chloe's room.
Only I would be by myself on a Friday night. I don't even have Alex here to do something with. Well, it's either netflix or sleep. What great choices. My inner debate between the two choices is interrupted by a knock on the door. Of course its Harry. I open the door and smirk, some new foumd confidence in me.
"Back so soon Styles?" I say to him. By the expression on his face, I can tell that he didn't expect that to come from me, but honestly neither did I. I probably just sounded so cocky. Ugh.
"Actually there's a huge party tonight on 5th, so I was wondering if you wanted to go. By the looks of you right now I would say that you don't have anything better to do, so what do you say?"
"Well, don't get too excited to ask me or anything" I say as I roll my eyes. "But sure, I'll come. I just have to change real quick. You can wait in here if you want I guess" I say to him and open the door a little more so he can come in if he wants. He walks in and sits on the bed so casually.
I walk to my closet and grab a little black dress. It's like a cocktail dress, but its simple. Perfect and safe party attire. I go in the bathroom and toss it on, and quickly straighten my hair. I put on some metallic eyes shadow and mascara to really make my face pop. I moisterize just so I won't look ashy, and then apply some last minute concealor before coming out of the bathroom, praying Harry is still in my room. When I open the door he is on his phone, and I get worried when he looks up at me and is silent. Oh no, do I have like toilet paper on me or something? Is the dress wrinkled? The longer he stares at me the more worried I get.
"Wait what are you looking at? Is something wrong? Do I look bad?" I ask him as I start to look over my outfit seeing if I missed anything.
"No no not at all. You just um, look um, really good." He says, eyes still scanning my body. I immediately blush and look down.
"Oh, thanks " I say quietly. I look back at him and smile, and I go to grab my heels and clutch. I put them on and put in my gold hoops, and my outfit was complete.
Harry got up and opened the door, me following him out into the hallway.
"Are you um driving me?" I ask nervously, not knowing if this is like a date or something.
"No, you can meet me there" he said. My heart dropped. My face turns red and I walk a little faster.
"I'm just kidding Chloe, of course I'm driving you. Plus, why wouldn't I want to show up with you looking that good? The whole party will practically be jealous" he winks. Oh he was just joking. Thank the sweet Lord for that. And he thinks I look that good? Words cannot describe the pace that these butterflies are flying around at in my tummy right now.
We get to his car and it's a mustang. A nice one at that. Harry opens the car door for me, and I graciously thank him and get in. He walks around the front and gets in, and starts to drive.
I don't know whether or not we're supposed to sit here in silence because it's very awkward right now, but I don't want to talk and make it even more awkward. So I just play it safe and say a simple "thanks for inviting me" to him. He doesn't even look away from the road as he says "no problem" back to me.
Finally after 15 very quiet minutes, Harry pulls up to the party. The house is giant, and there are literally people pouring out of it. The music is loud it's crazy. It actually gets me really excited, because I've never been to a college party before. My adrenaline takes over me and I'm no longer even phased by Harry's prescence.
I basically jump out of the car and walk to the house. Harry is right next to me. As we walk up the driveway I'm like bouncing up and down. "This is so cool! I've never been to a party like this before!" I tell Harry.
"Well then you should probably stay by me tonight. These things get pretty crazy and a lot of shit happens" Harry says to me. I live that he wants to like look out for me, but I don't need a babysitter.
"Well maybe I'll like see you in there. I'm gunna wanna look around and dance and do everything, so you might not want to do that" I say to him.
"Are you sure?"
"Yea, just tell me where you'll be and I'll come find you if I need something"
He sighs, obviously not pleased with my decision. "Fine. I'll be in the living room most likely. Just look for the couches and you should find me" he says.
"OKKK. I'LL SEE YOU IN THEREEE" I hug him quickly and head in, ready to have the time of my life.
I walk in and the kitchen is straigh ahead, so I head in there. I'm immediately handed a drink, and I take it. It tastes fruity, but the alcohol in it is strong. I gulp it down and get another one before going to one of the other rooms to dance.
As soon as I enter the room I'm comsumed into the sweaty heap of bodies. I move my body to the beat, and just start dancing. A couple of guys tried to grab my hips so we could grind, but I wasn't interested so I just waved them off.
I go back to the kitchen and down a couple more drinks, starting to feel a little tipsy. Some random guy asked me if I wanted to play some beer pong, and I instantly agreed.
I walk in the living room after him and spot harry. I stupidly wave to him, the effects of the alcohol now kicking in. He frowns and walks over to me.
"Have you been drinking?" He asks
"Yea a little, but this is so much fun! Like I'm going to play beer pong now! Some guy invited me, its gunna he so fun! Wanna come?!" I ask him, wobbling a little, not being able to stand still.
"I don't think you should be playing beer pong. You don't need anymore alcohol in your system. Is this your first time being drunk?" He asks
"Im not drunk, just having fun!" I slur
"I'll take that as a yes. Come on, we should go. You don't need to be alone on your first time being drunk. You need someone to look out for you"
"Why? I'm just fine"
"Why? Because you are obviously not in control of your actions right now, and your hangover is going to be killer. Now comeon" he says grabbing my hand.
"I am in control of my actions" I defend myself just as I trip. Harry catches me and continues to lead me out of the party.
"Yea, sure you are" he sarcastically remarks.
"But I never even got to play beer pong. It's all part of the experience Harry, come on" I plead as I try to lead him back inside, but he's too strong.
"You will have plenty of opportunities to play beer pong trust me. If you get any more drunk than you are now you're going to get alcohol poisoning" he said.
"How do you know how drunk I am? You don't know how much I've drank" I say back with my goofy smile, teasing him.
"Well by looking at the state you're in i would say you've had at least six, and for a lightweight that is pretty damn drunk" he says as he stops walking. He picks me up and carries me to his car bridal style because I was tripping all over the place.
"Well I had 8, so ha! You not so smart silly Harry" I don't even know what I'm saying at this point.
"Great. This is why I wanted you to stay with me tonight. Do you even remember what you did tonight?" He asks me.
"I remember drinking!! Hahahahha" God I'm so plastered right now.
"That's not good Chloe. Anything could have happenned to you in the state that you're in now."
"Sorry mom" I joke back, still giddy.
We get to Harry's car and he puts me in the passangers seat and buckles me in. By the time he gets in the car I am growing drowsy. Before we even get back to campus I'm taken into a deep sleep.
I feel the door open and two hands picking me up. Must be Harry. I stir and look up seeing it is him. He doesn't look down but keeps walking. We get to our hallway and I thought he was going to drop me off in my room, but he doesn't. He enters his room, me still in his hands and lays me down on his bed.
"Why am I in here?" I asked confused
"Like I said, you don't need to be alone when you're drunk. I can't have anything happenning to you. Plus, you're going to be glad you have me here in a couple of hours when you're upchucking your brains out in the toilet" he says as he walks over to one if his drawers and pulls out a t shirt and sweatpants. He walks back over to me and hands them to me gently, telling me to go change so he can give me advil and I can go back to sleep.
I take his clothes and change in his bathroom. Man these clothes smell so good, they have Harry's scent on them. I leave my clothes on his bathroom floor and walk right over to his bed and plop down, not thinking twice about my actions considering I'm still quite hammered. Harry makes me take two advil before he helps me under the covers and then slides in the bed himself, but on the otherside.
It's quite freezing in Harry's room, and before I knew what I was doing I crawled over to him and snuggled right up to him to warm myself up.
"I'm a cold penguin" I say to him, completely out of it. He chuckles and wraps his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. He's so warm.
"Go to sleep you little drunk" he said to me. "I'm goint to joke you so hard for that penguin comment when you're sober tommorrow" he jokes again before I fall alseep, in harry Styles arms.