When I left Liam's house I started to drive to the local bar to have a drink and then I decided to go and just tell Amber what happened. It would have been better if I told her without alcohol in my system. When I got to her house she was just getting into her car. I pulled up in her driveway and walked up to her driver side door. She had her window down do I could just come out and say it.
"Babe what I'm about to tell you is not good and I know when I tell you what I did you will be really mad, and that is understandable but I need to tell you what I did."
When I looked into her eyes she looked so scared for what I was about to tell her. I took a deep breath, I closed my eyes and told her. When I opened my eyes she had tears running down her face. Next thing I know she slapped me across the face so hard.
" HOW COULD YOU DO THIS LOU, WE WERE STILL TOGETHER JUST GOING THROUGH SOMETHINGS!!!" She yelled at the top of her lungs.
I had nothing to say but three words
" I'm sorry baby"
She slapped me again and then sat down on the driveway crying into her hands. I then sat down beside her and held her. She didn't want to be held, but I didn't care. The whole time I held her I held her I just kept saying I'm sorry. Eventually she warmed up to me and came a little closer to me. She put her head on my chest and I kissed the top of her head. I then started feeling something warm in my chest, I know it were her tears and maybe a little snot, but I was hoping that there was none of that.
" Lou, you have to end this, I mean you can still have a relationship with her but only as her teacher do you understand me?" She said lifting her head looking into my eyes.
" I will babe, I will. And yes I understand, I completely do." I said helping her up.
We then walked into her house and I just held her while we watched the television. When I looked down she was asleep on my chest. I kissed her head and carried her up the stairs and placed her in her bed. Just as I was about to leave she whispered something to me.
" Don't go Lou, I just got you back into my arms again. Stay the night, please." She said to me.
I smiled and turned around and laid right next to her. She scooted a little closer to me and put her head on my chest once more.
" I love you Lou, so much." She said before she drifted to sleep.
" I love you too love. More then before, more for forever." I said to her rubbing her back.
I just lied awake looking at the ceiling just thinking