I was back in my room, only it was different. I had a heater and there was no snow on the ground. My room was plastered with the horse pictures and trophies, but there was something else. A smell of bacon and eggs? Then I heard a familiar horse whinny and looked out the window. 'Missy?' I shrieked. She looked at me and whinnied that sweet whinny I remembered and loved. She threw her head around and reared playfully like her normal self. Then she fell and didn't move. 'MISSY!' I screamed. Her body went from healthy to rotting to bones in a matter of seconds. Screaming and crying, the scenery changed to a mountain side where I was standing in the road. An on coming truck skids off the road and rolls down a hill. That truck looked all to familiar, then it hit me. It was dads! I ran down the hill as fast and I could, the truck was totaled, no doubt about it. Then I hear something. A whisper almost, I tried to stop crying to hear it. Yes, a whisper, but what was it saying? I leaned towards the truck. 'Carrie' it said then a long shallow exhale. My fathers last words were my name. I began to cry harder and fell to my knees. I closed my eyes and when I opened them again, I was back in the attic. The man who raped me last walked through the door and said 'I'm back!' I screamed in horror and woke up. The screaming lasted outside of the dream too cause when I woke up I was screaming in a full blown panic. Niall had woken up to my screams and tried to calm me down, I freaked even more. I couldn't think straight, then I remembered. The escape, Niall, One Direction. It all came back and I was flooded with embarrassment. I tucked my knees in and began to cry. Niall moved closer to me and put his arm around me. I instantly flung myself into his arms and grabbed his shoulders and tucked my face into his chest letting the tears fall out. Niall sat there and held my talking softly and playing with my hair until I calmed down.