I open my eyes and something feels off. I look to the side of me and realize Zayn is no longer in here. I no longer feel his arms wrapped around me anymore and I feel different.
He fucking left me again.
You know what? I'm going to give him a piece of my mind.
I storm out of my room and walk down to Zayn's room and bang on the door. "Fucking open the door Zayn!" I shout. I continue to bang until the door is opened, revealing an angry looking Zayn.
"What the fuck is your problem!" he shouts at me.
"What the fuck is your problem?" I shout. I walk into Zayn's room and he shuts the door behind us. "You're just one of those guys huh?" I shout.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about!" I shout, inches away from his face. "We fucking almost had sex and then you just fucking get up and leave me...without any fucking explanation or nothing. Am I just your little fucking toy?" I spit at him. "I'm tired of your shit Malik!" Zayn just stares at me, motionless. "What!" I shout. "You can't fucking say anything now can ya?" He continues to stare at me blankly, and I grow impatient. "You know what Zayn? Go fuck yourself, " I shout before walking towards the door. Suddenly I feel Zayn's arm wrap around my waist and he tries to pull me towards him. "Let go of me," I growl. I continue to walk but Zayn keeps on pulling me back. Suddenly spins me around and I hit his chest. He wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer to him. He presses his lips softly on mine and all of my anger fades away. My lips start to move in sync with his. Zayn takes my bottom lip between his teeth and I feel like I am about to die. Zayn breaks the kiss and sets his forehead against mine.
"I'm sorry I left," he says. "But I can't do this anymore."
"Do what?" I ask feeling tears filling up my eyes.
"This," he says pointing at the both of us. " You and I. It's not gonna work."
I feel my breath hitch in my throat and my heart stops. "What do you mean it's not gonna work?" I mumble.
He sighs and then steps away from me. His brown eyes make me freeze in place. "Because it just won't."
"But we can try Zayn," I reply before biting my lip.
"No we can't Mari," he says. "We are done."
"But what?" he says raising his voice at me.
"I WANT THIS. YOU AND I. I WANT IT TO HAPPEN!" I shout. Zayn looks at me and his whole facial expression changes. "Zayn you drive me insane. Literally fucking insane. Since the first time I met you, you have been on my mind. I can't stop thinking about you...and I don't know why. I've been trying so hard to forget about you...but I've come to realize that I can't. Now I don't know about you, but I'm willing to make this wo-"
Zayn cuts me off by kissing me and then he pulls away and looks at me. "What are you doing to me Mari?" he asks before cupping my face in his hand.
"I could ask you the same thing," I reply before laughing.
"Mari, having a relationship while being in a gang is dangerous," he says. "People will be coming after you because you have connections with me."
"People are already after me," I reply. "The whole state of Jersey is after me. I am a DeSanta remember? Besides I want this. I can watch over myself Zayn."
"Oh really?" he asks while raising his eyebrow at me.
"Yes, I can." A smirk grows across my face and I press my lips on Zayn's again. This feels so right. I feel like I am being consumed by our kiss.
I pull Zayn's shirt off without breaking our kiss. I push him on his bed and I straddle him again just like yesterday. I feel Zayn smiling against my lips and my heart does backflips. He rolls over so now that I am underneath him.
"Are you gonna fight me again?" he asks before kissing me down my neck.
"Nope," I say popping the 'p'.
Zayn smiles and brings his lips back to mine and it feels perfect.
Everything feels right now...
I open up another beer and take a sip from it. I feel the biter tasting drink slide down my throat and I cough in reaction to it.
This beer is fucking disgusting. But it's the only kind I have left. I take another sip and try to keep myself from gagging from the awful taste.
7 days. It's been 7 days since I've seen Mari. At first, I thought she was just pissed and needed some space. But, after a few days I waited for her to walk through the front door. But she didn't. So now I have began to think that she was taken. She would have been back by now. I'm sure of it.
I'm worried...truly worried about her. I have every one of my guys out looking for her. But none of them have seen her. I mean I know that Mari and I fight a lot. But, she is my sister. She's the only blood I have left. And I love her. My father told me to always watch over my little sister, and that's what I promised to do. So I won't break my promise. I will find Mari, on matter what it takes.
I hear a knock on my front door and I get up slowly before walking over to the door. I open it to reveal a group of guys who work for me.
"Boss, we have some news for you," one of them says.
I walk back to the table and sit down. "Okay spill it," I say.
"We found out from a source at a nearby club that Mari was there the other night."
"Okay go on," I say. "Is she okay?" I ask.
"Well," the guy says nervously. "She was there with some other people...guys specifically the source said."
"Who the fuck was she there with?" I mumble before taking a sip of my beer again.
The guy hesitates before making direct eye contact with me. "Malik's boys'."
I swallow my beer slowly and slam the bottle on the table so hard that it almost breaks. I clench my jaw and look at each of the men in my house right now.
"THAT FUCKING BASTARD!" I shout before pounding my fist into the table. "WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?"
"We don't know sir," another one says.
"WELL I'M GOING TO NEED YOU TO FUCKING FIND THAT OUT!" I shout.
"But boss...we've tr-"
I pull out my gun from the side of my hip and point it at the man. "YOU HAVEN'T TRIED FUCKING HARD ENOUGH. TRY HARDER."
I rub my thumb against the trigger, my blood boiling now. "You will fucking find my sister gentleman," I reply. "Or all of you will be nothing but dead to me...LITERALLY."
All of their faces are a ghostly white color now and I can't help but let a smile spread across my face.
I'm in complete control now.
"Now that I have your attention," I say. "You need to find my sister. I am only giving you 3 days to find her. And if you don't...I will come after you all...and kill you. Fucking try me if you will. I can find my sister without you all if I must. Now go on. Start looking. You have 72 hours and 58 seconds left," I say through clenched teeth.
All of the men scurry out of my house and shut the door behind them.
He will be a fucking dead man once I find him. That fucking bastard. Him and his whole gang will pay for everything especially after making such a bold move by kidnapping my sister.
Those fucks think their clever huh? They think this is all fun and games?
I can play games too.
Game on Malik.
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