I sat Mocha in her bed before walking into the kitchen. I made myself a cup of tea and stood near the window which looked out over a tiny garden. I sipped my tea slowly letting it rest in my sweater covered hands. I watched the sunrise slowly over the trees behind the house and smiled. I was home sick a little. I was friend sick and I was mum sick. Today was my mothers 7 year anniversary of her death. I don’t think it should be called an anniversary because the word sounds happy like celebration. It should be called… I don't know just not that. Its been almost a week since I turned 18 and it was Christmas yesterday also my song was due tomorrow. I had a verse of it and I was struggling. "Morning" I heard a thick Irish voice mumble. I would just like to state the fact that his morning voice is extremely sexy. "Morning" I responded in a bit of a happy tone.
He walked up to me and slid his arm around my waist and pulled me in for a hug. "You okay?" he whispered. I nodded "yeah, I guess.. I have to finish writing my song before tomorrow" I stated leaning my head on his shoulder. "Do you want me to help you? We have a mini recording booth upstairs, we just don't use it to do proper recordings since that has to be done at the recording studio" He requested. I nodded "yeah thanks" I spoke. We just stood there in silence. I looked at the tea stained clock on the wall with curly, fancy numbers. Its was only 7 so the boys wouldn't be awake for a while. I twisted the Infinity bracelet that had Jules 13/4/1995 on the back. She had one matching but it said Alaska 18/12/1995.
We had them engraved and bought the day we made our YouTube channel 4 years ago. "Wanna go swimming?" Niall asked after the long silence. It was a good silence not awkward… just nice and comforting. I nodded "Does Harry have a pool?" I asked. Niall nodded "yeah, its an indoor one so the heating is on" he explained. I nodded and put my empty mug in the sink. "Well lets go swimming" I giggled. We ran up the stairs and too our room. I grabbed out my blue and purple ombré bikini and walked into the corner. "Turn around and don't look" I ordered. Niall nodded and faced the other way while he got dressed. I quickly took off my sweatpants and underwear before slipping on my bikini bottom.
I took off my 'Keep Calm and Sleep' t-shirt off and I instantly felt arms wrap around my waist. I gasped and jumped a little. Niall chuckled and turned me around to face him. His eyes scanned my body and he smiled. "Wow" he smirked "you have an amazing body". I smiled "so do you" I say as I scanned his six pack. I didn’t realise we were walking backwards until I was up against a wall. "Let me get this for you" he insisted as his hands moved up to the clip of my bra. He quickly undone it and slipped it off me. His eyes almost popped out of his head. "Holy shit, you shouldn't wear a bra more often" he smirked. He pushed against me so we were body to body. There was no space left between us. "You know what I want to do?" he asked.
I rose an eyebrow "what do you want to do?" I shot back. He smiled "I. Want. To. Do. This." He said each word moving his face closer to mine. His lips were a centimetre away. "Go on, do it" I whispered. His lips connected with mine but in a romantic way not like a 'Let me fuck you' way. Our lips and tongues moved in sync as he put his hands on my thighs boosting me up so I could wrap my legs around his waist. We continued making out letting it get more heated. Niall walked over to the bed and laying me down without letting our lips disconnect. He hovered over me as he took off his board shorts letting him be in just underwear. He put his hands on my hips. I knew what he wanted but I wasn't going to let him have it… yet.
I giggled and shook my head. He bit my lip softly before kissing my neck and leaving small love bites. I moaned as his hand slipped into my bikini. He rubbed my clit before slipping a finger in. "Let me take them off" He growled seductively. I nodded and he slipped them off me. He slipped two fingers in me. He went in and out slowly before speeding up a little. I arched my back and moaned into his lips. He slipped off his underwear so we were both laying there naked. He grabbed a condom from the drawer next to the bed and slipped it on. He rose an eyebrow and I nodded. It was all caught up in the moment. He thrusted into me and I moaned.
Since the whole incident with my brother I've had five relationships. Each I've sex in so I guess it wasn't that big of a deal anymore. Niall started to go faster and harder. I moaned louder each time he thrusted. I was close but he stopped suddenly. I gave him a weird look before we heard the knocking. "Yeah what?" Niall spat not removing himself from me. "Uh Niall what are you doing?" I heard Harry ask. I giggled quietly. "Uh I'm… wanking" He said quickly. There was a long silence "oh.. Okay… have fun bro" Harry said slowly before leaving. We finished off and settled it would be the last time we did it since we were caught.
I walked out of the room and down the stairs to the lounge room. The other boys sat there with their arms crossed and very grumpy. "What?" I asked innocently. They shook their heads. "Did you and Niall just fuck?" Harry asked. I shook my head and laughed "No I caught him wanking though, I had a shower and I came out and yeah…" I chuckled. They shrugged "good, because he isn't the type to fuck randomly" Liam said. I raised my eyebrow and leaned on the door arch. "And why would that be?" I shot back. He rolled his eyes about to say something but Niall came down and wrapped his arms around me. "Hey lads, what are we talking 'bout?" he asked. The boys shook there heads "nothing don’t worry, Uh the 5SOS boys will be here in around two hours with Julissa so we are turning extreme bunking" Louis said still eyeing me out.
I jumped up and down "Yay!" I chirped. "We are going into the pool is that ok?" Niall asked Harry. He shook his head "I have to put chlorine and clean it tomorrow you can" he said. Niall nodded before dragging me back upstairs. We passed many doors till we go to the end one that said 'studio' on the front. He opened the door and we walked in. it was actually pretty big and it was just like the one at Syco in London. I walked in and sat in front of the piano. "So what have you got so far?" Niall asked. I started to play a few keys on the piano and sung.
"I'm counting down the days till I see you,
another sunrise another day without you,
its killing me knowing your gone,
I just can't do this anymore.
Just one last smile,
Just one last look,
I need to see before you leave
Just one more hour till I see you"
I stopped and looked at Niall. "wow, okay well lets get writing" he said happily and I nodded.
It took us three hours until we were finished. The boys went out go get everyone else and go shopping for food. "Thank you so much, how can I ever repay you?" I asked him happily. He smirked and walked over to me. No he did not swagger like Draco did in Harry Potter he just walked normally. "Well I have a thought" he said seductively. I stood up and met him halfway across the room. "And what might that be?" I asked. He chuckled "well I had a huge idea of how I would do this but oh well… Alaska… would you… have… the honour… of… being… my girlfriend" he said slowly. I giggled and stood on my tiptoes. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him softly. "I'd love to" I said before kissing him again. Our lips moved in sync as usual and he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I allowed.
Our tongues fit together as we kissed. It felt perfect. But something just seemed to be missing. I heard the door open and someone gasp. We stopped kissing and looked at Ashton who had opened the door. "I'm back" he said slowly because of how stunned he was. I walked over to him and gave him a quick hug. "Hey Ash, how was the flight" Niall and I asked. Ashton stood there awkwardly and nodded "uh it was good, um… Julissa is here by the way but she's like all over Harry like you are with Niall… May I ask… why are you all over Niall?" He asked slowly. I looked at Niall and he nodded "We are actually dating" Niall said. Ashton nodded then left. I looked up at Niall and shrugged "who knows what's that about" I said quietly.
We left the room and walked downstairs to the Lounge room. Mocha was asleep in her bed in the corner. I walked over to her and picked her up. I smiled and wrapped her in my jacket before walking out the back to the undercover area where everyone was having a bonfire. Niall was already sitting out there with his guitar. I smiled and walked over to him taking the seat next to him. Everyone was in deep conversation and didn’t acknowledge me which was good I guess. The only person who did was Ashton. He was glaring at me though. I stared at him back as if I were looking into his soul. He sort of freaked out and turned away and joined into the conversation between Harry and Julissa.
"So babe, what are you doing?" Niall asked. I looked up at him and shrugged "sorry what?" I asked and then it clicked "oh I'm cuddling Mocha so she doesn’t get cold" I smiled. He gave me a quick peck before playing one of there new songs which was through the dark. He got up to the chorus and I instantly recognised the lyric. At the end of the song Niall smiled at me and handed his guitar to Michael. He waved at me to come sit on his lap so I did. I put my head in the crook of his neck and gave him a small kiss. "How'd you come up with the lyric?" I asked him. Niall giggled "it reminded me of you since you came up with it" he chuckled. I 'aww'd' and kissed his cheek. "You're so sweet" I said.
The rest of the afternoon consisted of playing games like football in the snow - which was terribly hard - playing call of duty and fifa on the playstation and arguing on what movie to watch. Which happened to be Catching Fire. We all sat on the floor - as we normally do when we watch movies - with popcorn, lollies, and soft drink. Louis paused the movie before it had even started. "Ok so sleepy time arrangements" he paused and looked at Harry "since there are eleven of us and five rooms someone's sleeping outside" Harry said. We laughed and shook our heads "the only one sleeping outside will be you Haz" Luke said. It was the first time he spoke all night.
"Any who, It will be Zayn and Louis, Liam and Michael, Julissa and I and no Michael I will not do anything, um Ashton and Calum, Niall, Alaska, and Luke" Harry finished. Ashton gulped before smiling "hey Harry can't Luke just join me and Cal?" Ashton asked and Calum nodded. "Sorry we already have the bed set up, Its only for a week" Lou said. Ashton and Calum sighed before smiling at us. By us I mean Niall and I. It was easy to see Ashton had told Calum. I'm still wondering as to why Julissa hasn't said anything to me. She was fine yesterday when we talked on the phone. Louis played the movie and majority of us fell asleep. I didn't neither did Luke or Julissa. I got up to go to the toilet. I walked past my room and heard my phone ringing. I quickly ran to it and picked up.
Dad: hey sweetheart, how is everything?
Me: its awesome
Dad: Josh told me about the record deal, I approve but didn’t you always want to have your own label or become an actress?
Me: yeah I did dad but this is cool too, and it could lead to becoming an actress
Dad: hmm, so what are you doing tomorrow?
Me: uh going back to the studio than I have no idea, how's the work trip?
Dad: yeah its, good listen sweetie I have to go, call if you need anything love you
Me: I will, love you too
I hung up and put my phone in my back pocket. I heard my door creak allowing me to know someone had walked in. I turned my head and faced Julissa. "So now you're going to talk to me, eh?" I asked. She raised an eyebrow "what you did to Luke was harsh" she spoke. I frowned "excuse you?" I shot. "Uh well let's see you, knew he liked you and you lead him on to think that you liked him and now you're dating Niall? What the fuck Alaska?" She shouted. "How in the fuck did I lead him on? The only thing I have said to him is thank you so much for the Puppy you guys got me!" I shouted back. She scoffed "Oh please, you really think I believe you lost your memory? Stop acting so dumb you bitch" She yelled I stood up and slapped her "You are the bitch, I did lose my fucking memory why the fuck would I fake that shit" I yelled and pushed her into the wall and walked past her and out of the room. "Don’t you fucking walk away! Did you tell them about the pity story of your brother and his friends raping you? Huh? That’s the only reason why Niall's dating you because he felt sorry for you let alone its not even true!" She screamed. I swear she woke up the boys. "All you fucking are is a lying, cheating, slut!" she spoke. My eyes watered "For one that’s not even true, and two at least I'm not dating Niall for publicity" I said harshly.
I walked down the stairs and to the foyer before she grabbed my hair and ripped my head down. My head banged against the glass coffee table making it shatter. I lay on the ground barely able to see because everything was blurry. I rolled over slowly and she kicked my stomach. I pushed myself off the ground making glass go in my hands. I ripped the glass out of my hands and looked at her and smiled. "JULISSA! WHAT THE FUCK?" Harry and Michael screamed. Julissa started crying. "She hit me and than broke the coffee table" Julissa cried. Obviously fake. The boys looked at me and shook their heads. "How could you do that?" Harry asked. My jaw dropped. "You fucking believe her! Look at me my hair is tangled in her hands from what she ripped out, I have a huge bruise on my stomach from where she kicked me and I have glass in my hands and head which are both bleeding, But you know what? Fuck you all I'm leaving" I swung open the door and slammed it shut.
I took my phone out of my back pocket and trudged through the snow. I had no shoes on, and only shorts and a t-shirt. I dialled Jacks number. He picked up after one ring. "Hey Alaska, everything alright?" he asked. My teeth chattered "I was wondering if I could crash at your apartment for a few days" I asked. Him there was a bit of scuffled talking in the background "Yeah sure, where are you?" He asked. "Little Howe Close, Radley" I said quietly. "Okay, well we live about ten minutes away from there so we'll be there as soon as possible" Jack said before hanging up. There was a small bus shelter so I went and sat under that. I pulled my knees up below my chin, with my teeth chattering. My feet were going a bluey purple colour and so where my hands. I started to cough a lot just as a car drove past. I sighed this will take forever.
Here is Chapter Eight!
There will be some Aluka Happening in the next chapter and Jalaska
Also! I want to know what your main fandom is
I'm going to choose One or Two girls to be to be there favourite boys
Girlfriend, You don't have to just belong to 1D or 5SOS
it can be Cumberbitches, Hiddles, Swifties
Anything just comment your Main Fandom and the boy
you want to be with